Me Suya

Assalamualaikum readers
Less than 10days, November will leaving us.
And will need to wait a year to meet again.
Welcoming 2016, and now we are actually approaching the YES.
yes, the year end sales. A heaven to a shopping freak.

Well, approaching the year end,
meaning the monsun is coming back.
If last month all of us been struggled against the haze
Now i think everybody start to worry about the rain.
Rain pour so much lately. And sometimes it come with wind.
But November still good. Offer a lot of pleasant twinkling.
Alhamdulillah, all praises due to Allah SWT.
Thus, be thankful and positive to whatever you have.

Rainy season reminds me a lot of good moments.
My childhood, the comfort foods, the good old days.
Each time rain is pouring, I would just sit near to the window
and look outside, slowly reminisced the mini me and my brothers.
Running outside of our warm house, played 'bola katok'.
Ran across the puddles and mud. Sliding and fall together.
We enjoyed every drop of the rain with the whole body.
As the sky getting darker, everyone was heading back to backyard.
Showered and wash away the mud with clean water from the well.
We had to listen to Ma's nagging and nattering. So warm and cozy.
The best thing ever, after those tiring playing time.
Mom would served us with homemade kuih or any kind of nice food to us.
Not an extra-vaganza food, it's always little thing that u would missed.
The hot kampung style pancake, ubi kayu rebus with kelapa,
mini donuts, cekodok bawang, lepat pisang, putu halba.
Damn! Seriously, I missed all those kampung style kuih.

I am looking forward to go back to my hometown soon.
I would really love to buy putu halba and ubi kayu.
Will ask husband to help me to accomplish this.
Argghh, rainy day make me crave for those kampung foods.
I am not a person who love the nasi and lauk that much,
but I know i enjoy to eat kuih.. All kind of kuih,
Preferable not the sweet one. Old style kuih.

By the way, once November leaving.
I will also start my vacation. My long-break.
InshaAllah, get ready to pop-out for our lil bundle of joy.
Yes, to be honest.. I am expecting a bundle of joy next December.
If last December, both husband and I been stranded due to flood.
This year, hope for smooth sailing. I will be enjoying my confinement
with the lil one. May Allah SWT ease everything for both of us.
May all my readers pray for our health and well-being.
Being 36weeks in few days, I really thankful for all the rezki that we had.
In the end, it has been a while for us. Wait patiently for this moments.
Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah SWT.

Quote from my beloved doc.. Dr.Adilah Ahmat..
'Whatever happened had to happen'
'Just have faith.'
Kun fayakun, if it is your turn to expect.. Nothing can delay that.
'No regrets.
No self pity.
Just have faith.'
Thanks doc for your inspiring entry. Very close to my heart.
Till we meet again, inshaAllah.

Assalamualaikum readers
How is your first day entering November?
As for me, not really good. It is good actually, but not really.
You don't get me? It is okay. It just matter of me and myself.
Bidding farewell is always hard, especially with the closest one.
Praying for the good and fortune. InshaAllah, it worth our tears.

Dear myself,
I know you can handle this
I know what are you capable to do
I know I should believe in yourself deeper than anybody would know.
Lets embrace this and pull it out firmly.
Life is about to begin, so don't wave the white flag yet.
We need to try and only after giving a damn try
You and I will know, what is the best and all.
Ignore what people said, ignore the joke and everything.
You just need to be yourself and smile all the way your day.
Allah is here. HE will be always with you.
You can do this and lets do this together.
InshaAllah!