Me Suya

Exhausted

2012-02-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

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Yes, I am!

Really-really exhausted

Bear with me and my insignificance

Me are totally using myself

Fragile memory?

2012-02-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

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Hell on heaven, I still can't make my promise done. There are so many pending works which lead me to spend extra times for it and lessen my priority to my savage blog.

In the end of the course, I lost in everything. So much new things with a little expectation to my old body gag for an involvement, and yet to be such a contribution.

Mind my own business, I need get it all clear and at least provide one third of my timing to jot down hell heaven I've been through these days.

I care with all my fragile memory which might gone in someday.. People tend to forget.. So, writing it here is the best way to preserve it on..And still, me care so much about my life and my journey.

Professionally, just myself and my story. Not my career nor my crony. So guys, lend me little more time. InsyaAllah soon a good input spreading, and for the momen.. Click on iluvislam.com... Hahaha They got so many story which might inspired u in many ways..OK?

Wordless Wednesday #10 Love Called

2012-02-22T08:47:00.001+08:00

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weekend of 18 and 19 February 2012

p.s: Biar gambar berbicara

Jom Keluar Cari Rezeki!

2012-02-20T07:44:00.000+08:00

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Nice Memory Together

2012-02-19T18:31:00.000+08:00

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Im looking foward for 18 February

I save the date, and here we go

up and down, thin and thick

a great story about friendship will come later

insyaAllah

p.s:

Allah sayangkan kamu-kamu semua,dan doaku agar

Allah teguhkan perasaan sayangku kepada kalian selamanya

dan perkukuhkan rasa cinta pada si dia sehingga sampai waktunya

Meeting my sweet friends

2012-02-18T07:42:00.000+08:00

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Im meeting my cool and savage friends todays

May Allah blessed our journey and guys,

can't wait to see all of you.. tata.

me gonna hupdate later on

since I am busy packing right now

Dadaaaaaaa :)

Counting and be Healthier

2012-02-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

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Waaa macam tak percaya pun yer jugak.. Counting days akhirnya akan sampai ke penghujung.. Which mean, 18hb just around the corner.. Wow!

Hopefully we gonna be happy and happier or might be blessed as happiest. So guys, me can not wait to see all of you.. U must be the same, aite?

Owh ya, esok kan hari Jumaat kan.. Boss kita kan, dia kan... Akan berangkat balik UK nu kann.. Kita kan, rasa kan (nak lempang dok?) .. Dia sangat cool these few days ni.. Mungkin sebab enjoy and exciting with mood cuti.. hehehe.. Boss, we pray for ur safe journey!

Then what else erk... Aduhai, saya sakit gusi ie sakit gigi.. tension jugak sikit-sikit.. Tapi boleh sabar jer. Then, me rasa lately me gain weigh dengan berjayanya.. Aduhai gilaaa! Makin hari makin naik badan je. Dah la sebelum ni macam belon, so now... My sweet friends might see me as submarine.. Isk3 teruk and awful!

Membebel je pandai, dietnya tak jugak! Hopefully nothing big happen to my health.. Last check up, alhamdulillah.. Me decide to have Medical check up once per year.. Bukan apa, orang gemuk cam me mesti mudah kena penyakit. So, precaution is always better than cure.. Dalam masa yang sama, me kena disiplinkan diri me be healthier.. Nak slim melim memang takleh nak bayang la kan, so let be healthier...

Aduh, idea hilang lagi.. Esok-esok lah pulak kalau updatenya pun.. Aduhaii

Tak rugi pun buat baik

2012-02-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

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Owh Ok, jom sambung balik cerita dalam previous entry.. Mak nenek ~~kebayan~~ dah mula nak membebel.. So old of me.. ke ke ke ke (gelak gaya running man Korea..Sape tengok angkat ~~bontot~~, eyh tangan!)

Berbalik kepada being a warm and sociable person is very interting, because they gonna be warmer than you in all sides.. Contoh, me kan tinggal di kuarters, so kalau me keluar dan balik lambat sikit daripada biasa.. A person might give u call and ask u;

"Salam cik Suya.. Balik kampung ka? Napenya takde balik lagi ni, lambat daripada biasa dah ni?"

"Owh, owh.. Saya kat Kuala Medang malam ni.Stay rumah mak angkat saya.. So saya tak balik nanti.. Sorry eyh.."

Perghhh sejuk kot hati dengar orang tanya cenggitu.. Rasa macam ada orang taking care we live there.. Then kalau kita rasa takut balik malam-malam, lalu jalan tu sorang-sorang.. So me can give called to them suruh datang and escort me masuk.. Wow, best best best!

Situasi lain pulak, bila kita baik dengan orang ni, berbeda layanan yang akan kita terima.. No offend on that.. This is what we said as royalty of being good to folks, maybe... They always give me something to eat,to treat and to keep.. Touching betul..

One thing yang me perasan, bila me treat mereka macam tu.. Mereka pun treat me as their grandaughter la, anak la.. Seronok.. mereka sangat-sangat care about myself.. Selalu bila me lepak dengan mereka, biasanya sekejapan saja selepas punch card balik.. Mereka selalu nasihat kan itu ini dekat me.. Then one thing me really treasure, they're being so lovely and nice when advising me the do and dont when you live at a place not belong to u..

Aishhh, idea hilang lagi.nanti sambung balik lah.. Ok bye!

Aduhaiiiii~

2012-02-15T11:39:00.000+08:00

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Entah la..Macam tak ada benda nak tulis or taip hari ni.. Bebanan kerja dan stress kot.. So, being silent is one of therapy which is working to my brain and body.

Everyday, me always said to myself while walking to the guard house to punch ID card;

"smile, hopefully today Allah blessed my rezki"

Then, everytime reached the guard house, first thing first me gonna said Salam.. Sejahtera kepada semua, hopefully this gonna be my habit forever.

Of course la all of them, older than me.. So by that habit, me actually creating a new environment with them. Takda istilah general worker, operator, executive and all di awal pagi.. Kita kena terapkan nilai menegur orang yang lebih tua daripada kita selalu, dengan tu orang pun akan ada persepsi yang bagus kepada kita.

Jangan nak jadi sombong sangat..pangkat harta tu semua bukan kekal pun.. Eyh, melaluk! Nantilah update lagi.. Otak tiba-tiba tepu... OK, bye!

Married or not you should read this...

2012-02-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

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I feel like Im sharing this short story with you guys, incase you didn't read it yet at facebook.. I got this story tru fB, one of my friend re-shared it. Am not even know who write this, but as I said. I feel like am sharing this.. Very touching-to-heart- short story.. Credit to who ever wrote it.. Thank you.. Put your feeling together with heart when read this... Here we go.....

Married or not you should read this...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up...

Touching, aite? huhuhuhuhu....

Valentine is Haram

2012-02-12T09:02:00.001+08:00

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Another 2 days la kan before 14th February

Lovely date for Lover and all kan.. Kata Orang Jahil

ie Orang putih, negro, kafir so on so called la kan

Hopefully nobody involve to celebrate this!

Even me, never celebrate this

what is the exact point to celebrate haaa?

make ur day, everyday is a lovey dovey day

No need to wait for 14 of February

nonsense! As you love one, call him/her/they

everyday! Show it everytime you remember them

it is more practical, indeed

Compared to show your love once a year.

Hampeh!! Then in mean time 364 days in between,

bet you can fall with another lah,

'think deeper'

-me Suya-

Soccer Dinner

2012-02-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

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" I love people who can make me laugh, when I don't even want to smile"

"Every time you smile,you shine brighter than the sun"-lies

"walking through the parking, reach the car with a small fight, arguing over"

"who love who more"

"very special after long time we never talk about it"

"we rather been busy than set up a table for dinner together"

p.s:

Thanks for the nice dinner, dim together as we're focusing on soccer match between my beloved states Kelantan with your lovely Terangganu.. And sorry to say, My Sweet Savage Reddy Kelantan has won the match. Syabas!

Today's Lesson

2012-02-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

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What I have learned today.... is something like below:-

"You have to take the good with the bad, smile when you're sad. Love what you're got and remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistake but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember, life goes on."

and

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget the one who don't and believe that everything happen for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, No body said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

so,

one thing I told my self

"you're the lucky one"

Lucky in all side

insyaALLAh

P.s:

U and I, just a lucky one who strive over this world.

Life is to be Happy

2012-02-10T12:26:00.001+08:00

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"When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy'. They told me I didn't understand the assignment and I told them they didn't understand life."

"Life is not matter of milestones, but of moments."

Me counting days to meet my friends..Less than 10days to go..InsyaALLAH, Our journey will be blessed by ALLAH.. We meet just because we care to each other and all I want to be is 'happy'.

p.s: internet breakdown already take part for 3days.. HadoiiiI

Nisbah 1:2

2012-02-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

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Me on my reading now, and I really enjoy this book.. It is actually an Islamic financial planning book, very simple yet practical to read. Reading this kind of book might bring me along the do and don't and insyaALLAH improve me in all side, well being.. ~~"saya ada kata dalam previous entry.. i need to feed my brain and mind, solely.. That's it! Allah permudahkan jalan saya jumpa dengan this book..Alhamdulillah"~~

Shared with U a story... Jommm..

Seorang Ibu telah berjaya mengajar ilmu perancangan kewangan kepada anaknya sejak dia di bangku sekolah lagi. Apabila Atan masuk alam persekolahan, Ibunya membekalkan wang belanja sebanyak 30sen dan berkata;

" Atan, mak bagi kamu 30sen duit belanja, simpan 10sen dan belanja 20sen, ya?"

"Baik mak.."

Hari demi hari Atan tetap dengan disiplinnya, tabung 10sen dan belanja 20sen. Apabila Atan meningkat dewasa dan masuk sekolah menengah, duit belanjanya RM3. Atan menyimpan RM1 dan belanja RM2 sehari. Atan ke kolej dan diberi ibunya RM300 sebulan. Dia masih menabung RM100 dan belanja RM200.

Selepas tamat pengajian dan menerima ijazah, Atan mula bekerja dengan gaji bulanan Rm1200. Atan tetap dengan prinsip 1/3 dan 2/3 tabungannya. Menyimpan RM400 dan belanja RM800.. Apabila berumur 30tahun, Atan ditawarkan polisi tabungan untuknya dan alangkah terkejutnya wakil perbankan berkenaan apabila diberitahu Atan mempunyai Rm100 000 di bank hasil tabungan prinsip teguh 1/3 dan 2/3 ajaran ibunya

Makanya, menabung itu perlu daripada berhutang piutang ataupun boros berbelanja.. There are many short and simple story to understand and to improve our financial planning.. InsyaALLAh soon, I wanna be one of a successful financial planner for myself... Pray hard "Doa"...

-me Suya-

No regret but turning back

2012-02-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

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Hari ke hari, momentum untuk berblog makin menjauh je gayanya.. Rasa macam nak buat tapi selalunya tak mampu.. Penat dan memang sangat lah best kalau penat itu dilayan dengan membaringkan badan ke atas tilam yang empuk..Haishhh.. Suya-suya, apalah nak jadi kan?

Actually, suya rasa sekarang ni otak dengan badan adalah bergerak secara tidak selari.. Otak ke kanan, badan ke kiri.. OMG.. Sudahlaaa, apasal eyh.. Macam serabai yang amat..

Yesterday, X-temporary clerk at my office tegur cakap Suya ni macam lain je... Padahal rasanya Suya tak ada apa yang lain pun.. Sama je semua.. Tapi entah la,just don't know how to describe. Lost counting for words.. Got it?

Rasanya lately my brain over-working.. Thinking about job, obviously.. About life, future undertaking, family, problem, financial, kehendak dan keperluan. Macam-macam.. Semua nak didahulukan.. last-last, nothing has been done..

So, as for today.. I think, I need a refreshment.. But then, no time to provide myself.. Dreaming to have a spa session tapi tak da pulak kawan yang nak teman..So nak tak nak, me must face it and regularly circulate my brain and nerve to accept.. The more I gained, the more I lost..

Hopefully this coming 18th February gonna be a great therapy for me and my brain.. All I need is to chill and have fun.. Life is too short to sigh and regret..InsyaALLAh, me will tune back myself and all in all, I really love my blog.sebab Ianya sangat cool untuk membebel.. No talking back..

p.s: Saya sangat perlukan buku genre "self-enrichment".. and really wish that me gonna be just like my old "Suya" who enjoy to read this kind of books...Few years back ni Suya banyak baca novel yang mana selalu bermain dengan emosi, so makanan untuk minda dan jiwa kurang disuapkan.. Too late to regret but might be a good plan to turn back. Pass to me one, anyone? heeeeeeee

-me Suya-

Wordless Wednesday #9- Too cute to Eat

2012-02-08T08:35:00.000+08:00

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-me Suya-

Habits Man & Woman, is it true?

2012-02-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

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morning peeps!

Someone shared this in FB

interesting, aite?

I do agree for woman part,

and for man, me anxiously wanna know about it

hahaha, to ask Mr Lullabby is impossible

since he's so not in this thingy things

tak cool kan.. kah kah kah

yang ada hanya ym and fb
itu pun bersawang, tak suka dan tak ada benda
katanya.... Better baca manga ie comic jepun tu
itu dia minat..so cartoon kan.

obviously, itulah perbezaan kami
me love to have a social life,
updatong my tweet, fb and blog
while him always disregard his social networking
~~yang mana ada pun saya tolong buat!~~
tapi dia sangat-sangat lah minat baca komik itu
kalau bakal mertua lalu pun kompem tak tahu
kih kih kih

-me Suya-

Energetic Level

2012-02-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers..

Another 12 days to go..

Every single day passed by, I've check my calendar

The "X" sign on the passing days..

Me extra energetic thinking bout it..

How do you do guys?

I wishhhh, u got the same feeling like me..

I just wanna havie a chill day, relax and set a boundary

toward everything I need to face everyday

So hopefully, its gonna be fun

only by me:

-me Suya-

Extra time

2012-02-06T08:53:00.000+08:00

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Alhamdulillah, selamat sampai dari Kelantan ke Pahang.. Semua smooth, cuma khilaf sikit since i don't have enuff time to hang out with beloved besties..

Balik kali ni, scheduled semua ke arah family.. Makan dengan family.. Shopping cloths ng family, pergi borong-borong barang di rantau panjang dengan family..

As if, i have extra time..Memang me akan jumpa my me amor 2 orang yg sekarang ni ada kat KB..Tapi gitu la,rancangan tinggal kenangan...

Btw I am working right now... Nanti me update lg ya...

p.s: My sweet friend having hardtime right now, hopefully she can endure it..

I'm Going Home...

2012-02-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

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Rasanya me akan meninggalkan dunia blog for at least 3-4 Days since Im going home today.. I mean hometown, KB...

Internet access is not the reason, our little bumpy house still has one but the main obstacle gonna be my very own self. Hehehehe

Yada-yada, being in such world heaven, always stick me to Vit M... "malas" untuk update, malas nak online and paling malas nak bukak laptop..

Sebabnya, banyak lagi benda best yang lain boleh dibuat daripada menghambakan diri kepada world wide web.. Hahahahaha...

Dahla kalau weekdays, memang sah-sah me akan mengadap laptop/Pc almost 15hrs per day. plus minus 8hrs in the office and the rest of 5-7hrs at home before I'm going to shut my eyes.. Sleep though~

So, I'll used completely my time at home doing something else rather than picking myself to be a blogger.. We shall have leave..Aite?

Guys, girls, ladies and gentlemen...Pray for me, be health and have a safe journey to Home Sweet Home.. And also, wish for my long lasting and never ending happiness no matter where I've been.. OK? Assalamualaikum...

-me Suya-

Pesona Rahsia

2012-02-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

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"Bukan berahsia tapi lebih kepada hemah bicara. Bila disoal, ada jawapannya.. Tak perlu berkompang kerana bukan begitu pesonanya dan bila ditanya, jujurlah sebaiknya."

Laungan status di facebook.. Sungguh, ada maksud disebaliknya.. Kalau tak faham tak kisah lah, tapi pada yang faham.. Sungguh, I mean it..

"tak terlalu rapat dan tak buat musuh... InsyaALLAH, persahabatan akan berkekalan.. wasatiyyah adalah jalan terindah" credit to : Fedtri Yahya

-me Suya-

Udang vs Suya

2012-02-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

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Saya syak kan, saya ni ada resdung.. Eh sebenarnya bukan syak pun..Memang yer kot.. Cumanya me category tak teruk sangat la kan..

Biasanya, kalau makan udang je impak dia awesome sikit..Gatal mata siott.. Gatal mata ie nak nengok laki-laki awesome pun yer jugak.. Hahahaha. So, now me avoid taking udang... Kat tempat kerja la..since buruk bebenar kalau mata merah cam bijik saga.

Kalau kat rumah, me makan je..Sebab.. Kita tahu macam mana nak prepare a good food for our body kan.. Sebenarnya me bukan tak boleh makan udang.. CUmanya, to be secure me need to spend effort masa siang2 udang tu.. Which means, kena kopek kulit, buang part kepala and the last one is tarik perut udang yang macam bebenang tu..So, kalau makan udang siang versi begini,memang sap sap soi..Selamaat!

Tapi ada je masa teringin nak makan sangat udang yang orang lain masak, suya makan je.. Lepas tu siap la.. makan ubat terus.. Tapi sebenarnya tak baik ar terlalu bergantung dengan ubat.. At least we should learn other alternative when it's totally absurb and affect your nature body ie health.. After all, it is still the best to avoid drug taking, indeed.. As far as we concerned what is our body need..

Me rasa mesti ada yang menyampah, since me talk about health.. Tak sedar diri gitu..yada yada, but all in all.. My main topic is my resdung which always attack my ~~nostril~~ itchy eyes when makan Udang yang mana snack super sedap kalau udang celup tepung.

My favret tu, Udang.. tapi takpe la..Makan je la kalau rasa nak, cumanya kalau rasa boleh elak makan udang siang sap sap soi tu..Me akan elak..InsyaALLAh...

-me Suya-

My midnight life

2012-02-01T10:20:00.002+08:00

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Alhamdulillah... Batuk dah recover, kalau ada pun sikit-sikit aje..
Semalam, giler ah! Tidur awal gila, tak tahu lah ngantuk kenapa..
Tengah layan 'strong heart' pun boleh tidur.. Serius best!!

Tapi ada lah yang tak bestnya, sebab bila tidur awal,
Suya mesti akan tersedar di tengah malam.. Biasanya lepas 6jam
Suya pasti akan sedar... tak kira la pukul berapa..
Semalam pukul 2.30am, mata terbuka luas... Try golek-golek lagi..
Yela, awal lagi kot nak bangun.. Tapi mata adalah tak mahu cooperate

So, me just wake up... Pergi amik wudhuk, solat-solat semua...
Sunyi sangat-sangat.. Rasa sayu jer.. So, me decide tak mahu layan perasaan.. Nanti bengkak mata.
Lepas bersujud semua, me ambik satu majalah then baca..
Mata still tak mahu continue tidur, maybe sebab dah cukup kot.

On laptop, tapi tak tahu nak update apa. terkebil-kebil.
Sambung external, tengok "Heroes".. Layan-layan, tak sampai 30min,
Mata memberat..Tengok jam, dah pukul 4.00am.. So me just pejam
Niat siap-siap, ya Allah bangunkan aku sesubuh hari nanti.

Alhamdulillah, on time.. Me wake up.. Sembahyang subuh semua,
lipat baju yang baru dibasuh semalam.. Sapu bilik, dan bersiap.
Owh ya, a small mind memory.. Kak Umi masuk kerja hari ni..
After almost 3 month away from Plant Office, maternity leave.
Alhamdulillah, ya ALLAh..Permudahkan segala urusanku ya ALLAH..

Kalau korang, tersedar dari tidur malam-malam hari,
apa korang buat, selain peram je tidur?
Sebab for me, peram tidur tak pernah berkesan...
Mata saya degil nak bukak jugak.. Buat something, then lepas tu
baru boleh tidur balik.. Korang macam mana?

-me Suya-

Saya Batuk

2012-01-31T15:53:00.000+08:00

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Ia saya batuk dan ianya agak teruk bila malam..Sampai rasa macam nak semput pun ye jugak.. Pastu pagi-pagi rasa macam perit gila tekak..Nak minum air pun sakit.. Isk3.. Terukkan batuk saya?

Pastu hari ni kakak office bagi satu petua..katanya berkesan since dia pun pernah cuba. KAlau batuk teruk, cuba perah one spoon of limau nipis, then campurkan dengan 1tablespoon kicap.. Minum just like u take the medicine..InsyaALLAh, ok..

So, me decide to try it tonite.. Since, saya bukanlah medicine consumer..Selagi boleh tahan, me prefer take it..Bila dah teruk sangat baru me akan amik pharmaceutical tablets ie ubat.. Sebab for me, kita tak boleh bergantung sangat dengan ubat.. Nanti immune dengan ubat kan susah...

So, malam ni will try this alternative, mana tahu jadi kan.. Daebakkk :)

-me SUya-

All in All, related

2012-01-31T10:35:00.000+08:00

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"Working is one thing, and downloading is something"

Hehehehe.. Finished download Running Man Ep 78, well a bit late since I have no interest to internet lastweek due to body crapping ie Not feeling well.. Eyh Ep 79 already aired on 29 Jan which mean a few days lagi, akan berada di pasaran... Waiting LoL...

Btw, hari ni Hujan tak celik mata lagi..Asyik nangis je dari pukul 7.30 pagi tadi..Sekejapan slow, then few seconds later super lebat.. Ini membuatkan mood untuk bekerja itu sedikit pudar. HAhaha mood yang ada adalah mood bersama bantal..

Dahla hari ni first time ever, punched masuk kerja lepas pukul 8.. HAhaha red punched 8.03 am.. Tak tahu lah kenapa lambat, padahal sedar je dengan timing tu semua.Tapi saja je nak rasa g kerja lambat.. So lambatlah saya 3 minit...

08:03am, so u're late by 3 minutes

PAstu pagi tadi me being a good owner to my little car, Suya pergi panaskan engine kereta for 1/2 hours.. Biasanya malas je nak start, biar je gitu tak ber'start' for few days.. Jahatkan saya... Kesian my lovely comel silver car..

Then pagi tadi jugak me ingat nak balut keropok keping for my sis..InsyaALLAh by this afternoon, i will post it.. Kesian plak kat my sis, waiting for her parcel..Padahal adiknya ~~pedajal~~ tak post pun lagi... kih3

So guys, hows ur day today? Super shine or bloom? or already doomed?

-me Suya-

Never Give Up

2012-01-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

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You Never Know How Close You Are

Never Give Up On Your Dream

-Me Suya-

I need to re-strain myself..

2012-01-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

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Kalau nak kira kan, banyak benda boleh dijadikan cerita dekat blog Me Suya ni.. Ye la, memories for few days back, where do I celebrating my Chinese New Year, pusing-pusing town.. Savage journey for 5d4n, but as in, yillek.

Corrupted me, i guessed..Hand agreed to tap on but mind totally destructive, moral was collapsed in the middle. Mingled around without any solution..Me, myself have no encourage to write on. Tu cerita passed few days la kan.. Kerja banyak.. Mungkin sama macam kak nur kata, Stress!

Then, ni dah masuk hari ke 5 me got fever. Complete set dengan batuk dan selesema.. Pastu kena pulak gigit ke serangga..habis bengkak mata. Lagi la malas nak menatap laptop terchenta.. Mood terus padam.. Kalau ada pun, just check fews update kat fb, twitter and jengan jap ke blog-blog kegemaran.. Lepas tu terus shut downkan laptop dan mata sekali..

And as for today, a bit fresh.. Flu has gone, tinggal hanya batuk and dedar sikit.. Malas nak MC, sebab MC akan menyebabkan few works pending.. Tasuke tasuke. And today, my turn to work on Sunday..

Pukul 9am tadi me baru siap set up a testwork for reagent consumption. Hopefully everything going to be smooth for me.. InsyaALLAH...

P.s: Me perasa my blog sangat bosan lately since no pics and hot story et all.. Then, who's care? heeeeee

"life is priceless to complain, never bargain"

-me Suya-

Sick

2012-01-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

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Masih demam and sok sek sok sek, flu... Demam kali ni mencabar gak ah..Sebabnya kerja melambak nak kena go tru, so me gonna rest very well at night. So that saved sehari MC...

Am not trying to be a good staff, but I tried to be flexible as I need to be.. Kerja tak bertangguh dan pastinya takkan menimbun.. Lagi pun banyak nak kena kejar.. Selagi me rasa me tak teruk sangat, I'll perform my best la kiranya.

Nak pulak, today we juz discussed about our detailing job description and our beloved boss has assigned everyone to over-hold a potential project. I don't know nak be happy or stress..So me choose the positive one. An assignment (which might take me years to go) will develop my skill further and enhance a bombastic knowledge in this extracting industry.. (poyo, ayat redha)

Thanks guys/girls/ladies for visiting. Will pay your site-walking later because now, I truly flatted. Doakan kesihatan Suya yer.. TQ ang hugs for all..

-me Suya-

Perfecto Package

2012-01-26T08:06:00.000+08:00

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Baru giat nak update pasal memento cuti-cuti CNY.. Tapi badan pulak rasa sangat tidak sihat.. Perfecto, complete set with batuk, selesema, demam and mata bengkak sebab masuk serangga semalam.. Aduhai..

Alhamdulillah, masih mampu pergi kerja,so save MC.. Kesian pulak kalau MC, since dah cuti 4days.. Tambah semalam bengkak mata, kerja 1/2 day je.. So hari ni, insyaALLAh boleh bekerja macam biasa.. Hopefully... Nanti me update k... Salam ceria...

-me Suya-

4Days

2012-01-25T07:50:00.000+08:00

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Cukup-cukup seminggu hilang..LAst entry bertarikh 18 January.. Anyone missing me? Heeee TQ kept reading.. Love it.. I have too many story to stir on, seeing that my momentum is not fully coming back.. Hold it first.. After all, I'm going to office first after 4days missing in action.. See you soon.. Wassalam

-me Suya-

MAS Flash Mob "Missing You"

2012-01-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

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Blog-walking just now, and tergerak hati nak tengok this flash mob.. Actually dah terperasan about this yesterday since one had shared it kat FB. Tapi takde rasa nak buka pun..

And today, I found it interesting and deep there I know, to make this into reality.. They had put so much effort and might practiced it for time..

Lets layanzzzz... Part me paling Suka adalah di minit 3.10... Makcik-makcik ni membuatkan saya rasa mahu melayan perasaan.. heeeeee boleh?

-me Suya-

Farewell for Mr Geologist

2012-01-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

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Alhamdulillah, Allah decided our "rezki".. Enough to fill me, as for today we're having a good lunch together celebrating our beloved member, Mr Khairul Fahmee for his farewell before reporting to new company..

A good companion trough part we're working together succeeding all the activities for KSR SGMM.. To be exact, we're colleague but not from a same department.. He is geologist and me is metallurgist.. He more on finding, me working on processing.. Enough.. No job-ing talking here... Lame and boring, aite?

So, as a friend me wish him good luck at a new place.. Alhamdulillah, Allah opened another 'pintu rezki' for him to keep success in his job.. Enjoying your style and your career development.. InsyaALLAh, you will taste the sweetness of your sweat...

And again, me wish you happy married for your coming wedding.. Have a blast one and may ALLAh blessed both of U and your lovey dovey partner, wife to be.. Ameen..

I am happy, since again we're sitting together.. With all AJK/ committee for our company club.. Nice chit chatting and expanding our interest and mind-changing.. A good conversation, indeed..

Eyh.. Actually I just wanna talk about 'rezki' then me already melalut somemore on today event. Heck!! Hahahaha.. that is me.. Always writing my journey..Lastly, to Mr. Fadhil.. Thanks very much for reading this tiny blog.. Me felt blessed and never upset about this..But me much more appreciate it if you just being one of my silent readers.. I'm shy-shy cat la.. when you kept mentioning my name as 'me suya'.. Well, I am not a famous amos blogger.. Just a so-so je.. Thank yaa buddy.. Make a 'Doa' to HIM... Keep you and me blessed forever.. Smile please, mr Padil... wassalam

p.s: forget to bring my hp..So no pics.. So sedey since I can't make the farewell ceremony eternal in my sweet savage blog.. HEeeeeee guys, share the pics please ^_~

-me Suya-

Life is Treated

2012-01-17T08:59:00.000+08:00

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Ya Allah, serabut gila meja office ni.. Segala benda ada atas meja ni.. Dari sekeping stop card sehingga ke ber'bundle-bundle' report.. Haishh

Macam-macam hal nak kena fikir dan setelkan.. Yes I know, I shouldn't sigh.. Everyone might facing with their own matter..

And lovey-dovey, thanks to Miss Cha for give me a call.. Appreciated it.. Even far apart, we still can chit chat hu har hu har about many topics.. We used to sit together, shared the grimed, sorrow, pain and love. And me glad that, even after we being a working lady, we still had such conversation together.. Very nice!

Ouch, January is moving fast. I felt like falls into pieces and having so-so times to moved around with joy and memories.. Surrounded by pressure and stresses.. :)

So, hopefully January will have a nice ending..And me waiting for February.. Hotspring team.. Chill~

Btw, this chinese new year.. I have decide to meet someone I adore, after apart more than 4years and closely to 5years kot.. My bestfriend during matriculation time..Thanks to Hp inventor and Facebook creator..We still closed even separated for times.. Can't wait to see her..

"live the life with friendly jokers and folks is super duper nice"

-me Suya-

4 hari berjauhan

2012-01-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

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ehem-ehem.. pelik dengan diri sendiri.. Dah masuk hari ke empat.. Rasa malas nak berinternet bagai..Dah malas nka berinternet, nak berblog bagai tu non-ado mood la kan.. Entah lah kenapa.. Stress kot.. Tapi malas nak dibicarakan di sini.. Cukup untuk diri sendiri.. I had it enough..

InsyaALLAh, malam nanti akan dicuba untuk menulis, nanti nak kaji dulu isu0isu berbangkit.. Karang dah ada isu baru boleh menulis dengan jayanya..Sori rakan-rakan blogger.. Tak berkesempatan langsung dalam 4 hari ni nak singgah atau tinggalkan jejak..

Yang pasti suya stress sikit kot last weekend.. Ni dah ok dah.So blogging will be my passion back, stay tuned k.. Thanks for new comer and followers..Appreciate your kind attention very much.. Salam sayang semua..

-me Suya-

CNY Bukan sekadar nasi dan lauk

2012-01-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

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Bukan sekadar nasi dan lauk

juga bungkusan kasih dan sayang

Happy chinese new year...

Mendalam dowh maksuk video ni

Must watch by everyone..Is this what we call

as 1Malaysia? By right for me,

this is what we call as humanity and power of love

So what do you think?

-me Suya-

Sesaat Kau Datang

2012-01-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

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Sungguh la.. Saya addicted dengan lagu ni sekarang.. Susah nak keluarkan dari kepala.. Dah 2-3 hari macam ni..Tengah buat kerja lagu ni bermain-main di minda.. Lagu dendangan Ramlah Ram feat Sleeq.. Okaay la.. Sedap didengar even lirik dia macam pasrah sikit.. Layan je laaa... Hari-hari duk karok kat bilik lagu ni.. Sorang-sorang je la kan.. HEeeeee..

Dan sesaat jugak Limau-limau chinese new year ni datang ke office Suya hari ni.. Wow, puas la jamu tekak.. ade 10 kotak for my department.. Main office lagi banyak 15 kotak.. Itu baru satu contractor.. Paling sikit ade la 5-6 contractor yang tengah bekerja dengan SGMM sekarang ni.. Expansion processing plant, electrical, supplier bermacam-macam barang..Confirm muak makan limau CNY nanti.. Office pun dah tak yah pakai freshner, semerbak je bau limau cina.. Miahahaha

itu baru satu company anto.. Tunggu 2-3 hari lagi. Boleh jual kot

-me Suya-

Lemau

2012-01-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

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Hari ni badan rasa lemau gila.. tengok aje la.. nak update blog pun rasa malas.. before ni laju je taip satu-satu entry.. Tapi malam ni rasa macam, hai apalah nak dikongsikan ni.. Kosong..

Yang ada pun hanyalah rasa penat yang tak bertepi.. Hari ni mak angkat perasa muka dah sunburn.. biasalah, kerja site.. Tak kisah pun sebab me bukan lah jelitawan yang putih melepak.

Kat tepi meja ni ada 3 majalah yang baru dibeli 2-4 hari lepas, tapi satu pun tak sempat nak baca.. Otak rasa malas nak menerima. Jangan kata majalah.. Surat khabar pun sama..Elok lagi terletak di atas meja tu.. Tak berusik.. Tarikh dah berganjak beberapa hari.. InsyaALLAH, nanti me akan khatamkan semuanya sekali..

Mohon beransur dulu.. Rasa penat lagi. Harap-harap esok Suya tak lemau macam ni. Fully occupied gamaknya.. Wassalam

-me Suya-

Occupied

2012-01-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

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Hoih, dah pukul 11.52 malam.. terkebil-kebil masih tak boleh nak lelapkan mata... Tadi tiba-tiba boss called tanya pasal operator jaga ROMpad.. Then me g tanya incharge that person, yang mana merupakan my housemate..

Walaweyh ada miscommunication..So biarkan my housemate settle down her job, then me ajak dia naik ke plant jap..Observed apa yang patut. yeah! kami berdua naik ke processing plant jam 11pm.. Haibakkk~!

Observed, sambil tunggu operator ganti masuk.. Crushing plant dah delay almost 1.25hours.. And operator mesin semua dah stanby tunggu operator mining je. Tapi oK je.. memang salah faham. Cuma risaukan apa lah nak dijawab in morning meeting pagi esok.. Good luck housemate..

And now, mata Suya segar bugar balik.. Patutkah saya melayan Family Outing? Patutkah??

-me Suya-

Bonda Penenang Jiwa Anakanda

2012-01-09T20:31:00.001+08:00

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Satu benda yang Suya perasan, saat diri dalam tekanan.. Saat itu juga lah si ibu akan call bertanya khabar.. Kuatnya instinct my mom.. And I believed, every mom act the same..

Me just finished spoke with my mom.. Relax conversation, bertanya khabar, keadaan and all.. Dan dalam masa yang sama Suya terfikir, ajaibnya suara ibu.. Rasa tenang saja di saat mendengarkan suaranya..

Hari ni, Suya rasa ada sedikit tekanan dan masih samar akan punca dan dari mana semua tu datang. Mungkin urusan kerja dan mungkin juga saja-saja..Normal lah kan.. Pressure bila-bila masa pun boleh rasa..

And the moment I think, telefon berbunyi..Naik nama "mummy okasan".. Oh, Omma... Terus angkat.. Sembang benda-benda biasa saja.. Terus rasa hilang semua tekanan, yang Suya sendiri samar tertekan pasal apa..Hahahaha

Tapi me tanya my mom reason tetiba dia kol, sebab usually me yang akan call dulu.. My mom kata entah la.. Teringat and rasa macam dengar me panggil dia.. Ya Allah, besarnya kuasa ALLAH..

Sebab, masa maghrib tadi..Suya ada merintih dalam solat, saat mendoakan untuk Ibu dan ayah.. Adik beradik.. Dan di saat meraupkan tangan ke muka.. Me just sebut, "Ma.. ma...Serabutnya kepala Ijey"...Then tak sampai sepuluh minit.. My mom called..

Syukran ya ALLAH.. Aku bersujud kepada Mu yang satu, dan aku percaya akan kebesaranMu ya Rabbi..Amin..

-Me suya-

Distributed the Stress and Spread the Love

2012-01-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

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Mood boss besar masih baik..so curik masa sikit blogging.. Actually nak absorb all the pressure pun yer juga.. Too focus on job make me dizzy.. And dizzy is one of the simpton yang menunjukkan U are under pressure.

Nasib baik ada blog, so I can feel free to write and share the stress.. Just like distributed it to various people..Then one reader take a portion of the stress.. If I have hundred readers, so I have divided it equally,the remain gonna be very small amount of stress..So me can absorb it easily. Miahahaha, so cartoon of me.. Well, laughing!

Today me working on designing a flowsheet for cyanide flow in our plant. Alhamdulillah, working smart and surrounded with kind and funny people make me completed that task with a very quit compliance. Sent it for 3 times, 2 times ~~rejected~~ need to do some minor corrections and heavenly, DOne! Allah is always by my side..

Ok... Done distributed the stress and now me need to continue my work. Thank readers, keep reading.. Even I have nothing special to share.. Im Sorry.. I just can't think smart or focus to produce a good entry for all.. Kadang-kadang terlalu penat berfikir, balik buka laptop dan terasa nak update.. So hanya ikut gerak jari jemari ni je nak taip apa.. On the spot.. Sorry ya... Me just being me.. A good planner but in some day me might be very suck to follow it.. Miahahaha.. tata peeps.. Spread the love.. <3

-me Suya-

Murah Rezeki di Januari 2012

2012-01-09T07:14:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers,
Morning peeps, Welcome back my sweet melody Monday.. *hoih!
Hari ni super awal bangun, before Subuh lagi... Tak tahu lah kenapa..
Mungkin sebab semalam tidur awal.. Sakit kepala semalam..

Btw, Januari 2012 ni Suya macam murah rezeki je..Suka,Suka, Suka!
Hari tu Mastura belanja makan di Restoran Kayu Kayan makan Charkuewteow
Dibelanja oleh my gula-gula hati *gedikss Mc D

Ni baru lagi kan.. Baru 9 hari menginjak masuk January.
Bagus-bagus.. Dah pergi umah mak Kuala Medang pun sama jugak
Asyik disuruh makan.. Durian la,kuih la... Nasi la.. Memang rezeki la kan
And then last night, my peer Tay Guan Hang pulak take the treat
Makan Ikan Siakap steam, tomyam, kerabu ayam, telur dadar, Nyum-Nyum!

My mom selalu pesan indirectly la.. jangan nak tolak rezeki..
Paling tidak sentuh sikit. Sebab kita kena gembirakan hati orang selalu
tapi janganlah dah orang nak belanja, korang pergi lenjang dia habis-habis
Confirm lepas ni tak da dah dia nak ajak korang.No-No-No.. Tak sopan!

Pastu make it as fair deal.. Jangan orang je selalu belanja korang
Sometimes tak salah pun take turn, untuk belanja diorang pulak
Baru rasa nikmat berkawan.Sama-sama senang, sama-sama susah. DEAL!

-me Suya-

Thick and Thin

2012-01-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

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Dalam hidup ni Suya rasa Suya dah cukup bertuah dah.. Alhamdulillah..Segala pujian untuk yang Maha Esa.. Bertuah dalam segala sudut, segi dan penjuru.. Sungguh tak pernah terlintas pun yang Suya mampu berdiri hingga sekarang ni.. dugaan dan ujian yang menggunung suatu masa dahulu.. Rasa macam nak ingat pun dah tak mampu..

Tapi siapa kita nak mempersoalkan takdir.. Alhamdulillah. Dibesarkan dalam keluarga yang besar...Bukan asal senang yang amat, tapi sempat merasakan apa yang dimahukan, pasti ada orang yang akan bertanggungjawab memenuhi.. Kegembiraan tak tergambar..Nak pulak masa kecik dulu, kira masuk dalam top student kan.. Alaa sekolah kampung dan sekolah rendah pulak tu. Who care kan? Selalu dapat hadiah..

Dah kalau orang tanya besar nak jadi apa, confirm jawapan adalah doktor.. Tanak kalah.. Tapi dari kecil Suya tak suka main cikgu-cikgu..Ntah, tak tahu kenapa.. Seingat Suya, masa kecil suka sangat melukis orang-orang cantik tiru kat komik Jepun, design baju sumer-sumer.. Tapi sekali kena sound by my mom.. kata lukis laa orang-orang nanti dia bangun minta nyawa.. Typical kan, but me stop drawing by that threat.. Good Job Mom!

Bila masuk sekolah menengah, lagi la..Macam-macam masalah..Dahla baru kehilangan ayahanda terchenta.. Ada pulak masalah keluarga. Kekuatan kami sekeluarga hanyalah bergantung harap pada adik beradik, ipar duai dan my one, my soul.. My mother.. Banyak sangat kalau nak dicoretkan.. Paling tidak, Suya pernah merasa pergi sekolah bawa duit Rm 1.50 je. Ianya mungkin banyak untuk orang yang tinggal dekat dengan sekolah tapi sangat tak cukup untuk saya yang perlukan that amount to take a bus to school.. Haishh, still wonder with myself.. Macam mana saya boleh manage that money at that time..

Walaubagaimanapun, tak selamanya ALLAh menduga hamba-hambanya kan.. Kadangkala hanya menguji untuk melihat kekuatan kita sendiri.Alhamdulillah, one by one kami mampu tolak ke tepi semua hurdle yang block our journey. To write on, ianya terlalu banyak dan selain itu ianya terlalu peribadi.

I know, my peer do read my blog. My writing.. And sometimes ada yang tak suka.. Jadikan bahan untuk bertegur sapa.. I just don't know how to respond.. Rasa nak private kan blog pun yer juga.. Tapi fikir-fikir why I need to do so? This blog has been growth with me for almost two years..Tru thick and thin..

Malahan blog ini terlebih dahulu wujud sebelum Suya berdiri sebagai Suya yang sekarang. Blog ni ada dulu sebelum I found the main reason to make live. Melalui blog ni juga Suya rasa Suya belajar erti kematangan, kedewasaan melalui pengembaraan, pengalaman orang lain. So, why should I stop this valuable thing.. It has no harm to others. It is totally about me and my life. My single journey and it is possible if one day I drag this blog along to mesmerize and memorize my future undertaking.. This blog is my personal vain.. Not a diary since I shared my writing.

Kadang-kadang, I just not found a valid reason why I need to shut this blog..I just can't do it.. I'm sorry kalau penulisan saya membuatkan kamu, kamu dan kamu rasa.. "haishh benda macam ni pun nak ditulis.Crap!".. So peers, leave it if u don't like.. No harm and no heart feeling..

-me Suya-

MAsih exam ke?

2012-01-08T09:52:00.000+08:00

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tengah dul layan baca blog orang ni.. tetiba satu perasaan muncul dengan sendiri..

"lama tak hang out dengan kawan-kawan terchinta.. Dengan family dah lastweek."

hoih amira, amirah, naim., kassim, bakheet,laili, pai, nana, Sabariah, Anis.. Kamu semua dah habis exam kan??

-me SUya-

My first working Sunday-2012

2012-01-08T09:35:00.000+08:00

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Hai all..Sunday,wonderful Sunday since today is my turn to work on weekend.. Haishhh, double 'luck' when today is also the day my big boss Mr.Charlie coming back from his 3weeks leave.. Hopefully, he arrived after 5pm.

I used to said that my big boss is workaholic person.. Imagined, every time he's coming back from leave.. He ~~will..~~ or he must come in to office..No matter what time he arrived, if arrived early (working hour) he will ask one of us about the plant processing, what,how and when, bla bla bla... So if he arrived around 4.30pm, he will drag that person into conversation which is more to Q n A for moreless 2hrs.. *sigh!

And even he arrived after working hour, he still gonna walk through the plant. Asking those operators and observed himself. Act like he just met with his long lost child after separated for years. I guessed he don't know the existence of word "tired".....

Well, another Cerr for today.. My love one is coming back from KL.. HOpefully U gonna have a safe journey and please take care all the way.. Drive safely, me wait you here patiently..

Owh yaa, to Mira and Ipai..Thanx concern about previous entry..BTW, it wasn't a big deal but by the time I still can't talk about that yet.InsyaALLAh soon to be, I will share my happiness with you guys.. If it's really happen and if not, I will share the wonderful journey back then about that topic.. Now, I must respect those who are involved in this situation. After all, it just another story which make me happy surrounded by billion kind and nice people.Indeed. Praying hard all over again..

"to make people in love is easy, but to help people falling in love is messy"

"Heart to heart may whisper but one to one might be fear"

"we just don't who are fated for us"

"we planned, He set"

pray for good

-me Suya-

Matchmaker?

2012-01-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers

I just don't know how to explain, it wasn't hard to say nor to easy..But it just stuck deep inside me.. Dilemma, to write or to keep it down there..

By the way, it is the best for me to keep asking for good..Praying hard to the ONe to real it. Indeed.. Me hope everything gonna be very smooth, and I might be the happiest person if it is happen..

May Allah bless us, and KunFayakun to what we prayed for.. InsyaALLAh... We just a little person with little experience."pray hard"

-me Suya-

Isu Berjangkit

2012-01-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

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Janganlah update blog dengan isu yang berjangkit..Sungguh, makin lama makin melarat..Kot takde isu nak diblogkan, makanya diam itu lebih baik.. Daripada kita blogkan sesuatu yang kita baca, kepastiannya tiada dan terusan memburukkan keadaan..Tak ke labih baik kita menganalisa sahaja tanpa perlu bicara riang..Siapa kita? Pantang baca sikit, terus nak blogkan lebih-lebih..Tak payah la.. No harm to us, banyak cara lain lagi kita nak bagi pengajaran kat orang lain.. Trust it!

-me Suya-

Kenapalah Saya tak Singgah!

2012-01-06T10:39:00.001+08:00

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Wah, bagusnya.. Hari ni dah hari Jumaat..Penghulu segala hari kan.. Alhamdulillah... Kerja pun adalah hari last for this week..Loncat! kegembiraan walau tak mampu pun nak lompat.. ~~**Gemokss**~~

Eyh semalam kan, me going out with Him, cari barang and makan dinner la kan..Masa tu awal lagi, since terus pecut keluar lepas office hours.. Bukan lapar sangat pun tapi saja nak bergedik santai nak kuar dengan mr Lullabby.. *gatal!

Then dah balik tu, tunggu mr Lullabby solat jap... Masa on the way balik to my place, we all lalu jalan Sungai Koyan.. Lagi 500m la nak masuk simpan to my place kan.. nampak la a fews worker dekat tepi jalan tu.. Tapi hari dah malam kan.. around 7.40pm gitu.. Cam sangat tu orang-orang kerja sama ngan SUya sebab diorang pakai jaket kerja..

Kami punya jaket ade reflective line kat baju..so memang gelap cemana pun boleh nampak la.. Kalau disuluh lampu.. Then, me nampak macam lembu kat atas jalan tu.. Terdampar je.. Tapi me tak rasa nak berhenti pun..sebab dah ramai kan..SO, memang syak la..Ade accident kot..

So, we all terus menapak balik... Mr Lullabby cakap masa dia ondaway balik tu.. Orang-orang kat situ dah bersurai. Jadinya, dia pun tak singgah dah la...

Pagi ni, masuk-masuk office...BAru tahu, one of our supervisor di bahagian Suya.. Processing plant accident langgar lembu.. Unconscious gak few minutes.. NOw dah ok cumanya masih admit kat hospital..Terkilan jugak la tak singgah. Sebab si mangsa tu working under us.. Macam team mates jugak la... Terkilan betul.. HArap-harap En.Lan cepat sembuh daripada minor injury kat kepala tu.. Dengar kata berjahit gak sampai 12 stitches...Take care...

-me SUya-

Nikmat Keluarga

2012-01-05T11:33:00.001+08:00

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Penat pulak tunggu gambar daripada anak-anak sedara Suya ni.. Agaknya diorang ada azam baru tahun 2012 ni... Stop facebooking and interneting kot.. Chewahh, haibakkk... Or, monitoring system by papa and ummi bertambah ketat? Confused betul!

Mak saudara pulak semekin sikit.. Tak mampu nak bawa camera godang g jalan.. Sahkan nak bawa yang godang, bawa yang kecik halus molek kompak ni pun, tak ada juga snap picture. Suhu ~~kepanasan~~ kemalasan meningkat..So Suya prefer main-main dengan riang tanpa camwhore or bajet retiss yang cun.. Dah memang ~~chubby~~ comel semacam, bukan artis lah kita.. Tak fofuler..

Cuma kesimpulan, kegembiraan yang terbaik adalah bila kita mampu menggembirakan kesayangan-kesayangan kita.. Satu amalan yang mulia, bergembira bersama keluarga.. Membuatkan kanak-kanak dan bonda terchenta senyum bahagia..

InsyaALLAH, lepas ni banyak lagi perancangan akan terus diusulkan.. ye lah, duit boleh dicari tapi masa-masa untuk berbahagia bersama keluarga bukan selalu pun boleh dinikmati. Masing-masing ada tanggungjawab sendiri.. Tak gitu ke?

Hopefully, kalau me kahwin pun suatu hari nanti..Me boleh get along with my future family..Me boleh treat mereka as me treat my beloved family.. So that,kami sama-sama akan dapat kenikmatan hidup berkeluarga.. *jauh larikkk, angan-angan!

Working while remembering those sweet memories.. Make me super excited and energetic assembling my task..Hahahaha ~~koya!!~~

-me Suya-

Excited!!!

2012-01-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

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Just comeback from his house.. hari ni households yang dipilih dan dibeli sudah sampai.. Me super excited, lebih daripada tuan rumah.. just a simple one la.. Fridge 2 door, Washing Machine fully automatic and some more small appliance.

Hoih, terus rasa dewasa.. Ye la.. Dah pandai survey, pilih-pilih and buat comparison between panasonic, pensonic, LG, Khind, Samsung, Toshiba and a few others brand... Then dengan buat simple calculation, simple math then we did it.. YeaH.. Saya sudah dewasa.. So far, me prefer Samsung and Panasonic..

Sebab saya sudah pandai beli barang-barang rumah yang harga mahal sikit daripada barang-barang letrik yang selalu dibeli masa duduk asrama dulu-dulu seperti cordless water heater, periuk nasik, warmer and paling up pun beli multicooker. Sekarang dah beli benda besar-besar ni.. Kira yeayy.. Saya berjaya!

Me memang nak update bergambar, tapi masalah jugak sebab update tru laptop tapi takde gambar.. gambar semua belum transfer..Nak transfer malas lagi..Hehehehe So stay tuned je la.. Lain kali Suya uploadkan entry bergambar yaaa.. jangan boring k.. k lah, siap update.. me nak mandi.. Sambil senyum excited... :)

-me Suya-

Update je lah

2012-01-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

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Rasa terganggu pulak sebab tak update blog lagi hari ni.. Hahaha ketagih gitu.. nak update pasal bercuti pun tak leh... Sebab gambar ada kat Kelantan.. anak sedara pulak dah mula sekolah.. So, tak hupdate pun lagi... Tak bukak fesbuk kot. Dah tataw nak update apa dah.. Lagi pulak me agak busy today.. working on something.. Malam nanti lah kita dating.. hahaha Bajet howttt :)

Jap lagi lepas rehat nak masuk lab.. nak buat test sikit guna regenerated activated carbon.. Lalala.. Rasanya rancangan hari ni, geng office nak pergi rumah our clerk.. Tengok newborn baby :)

-me Suya-

Planning itu memberi Nikmat

2012-01-04T00:09:00.001+08:00

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Yeayyy.. Alhamdulillah, slowly we moved toward our planning.. Me just love it... As for today, successfully bought freezer, fully automatic washing machine, rice cooker, table fan and few stuffs so called as home appliance.

Previously, already have television, simple furniture and a few things for bedroom or sleep-wear .. Ok la kan.. Starting.. Kalau awal-awal dah kebabom, haibakkk la ambe.. Gaji sepuloh sebelas ribu gamaknya.. Sejak kerja, me always planned my salary...

Dah decided, me hanya guna sehebat-hebatnya untuk bulan pertama hingga bulan ke 3 je.. Then, start planning my own income.. Mana nak tolak saving, belanja, beli barang-barang impian dan tolak itu ini termasuk allowance for my beloved my mommy..

Hopefully, pasni me istiqomah dalam mentadbir duit sendiri.. Harap sangat diri ini tidak akan ditakbir oleh duit.. Biarlah Suya yang takbir duit tu.. tak gelap mata.. Biar bersederhana.. Simply enjoy mylife and at the same time, I am moving toward the goals...InsyaALLAh..

P.s: Waiting for the vacation pictures.. Aishhh bila la kakak (niece) nak balik dari asrama ni...

me Suya

Ending 2011; A Great Family Trip

2012-01-03T07:05:00.000+08:00

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Momentum untuk kembali berblog masih slow.. Kemengantukkan dan keletihan.. Tapi kesimpulannya me having fun with my family.. Seronok sangat...

All the way together with family.. From Lipis to Negeri Sembilan.. Nice trip to PD. Then moved to next destination Malacca.. Chantek betul malam tahun baru di Bandar Hilir Malacca, berkilauan bunga api dilepaskan dari Menara Taming Sari. And very nice lekat dalam trafik dari Mahkota Parade to Pengkalan Balak ( our rented Chalet).. Overall is good.. Then a new day to KL before heading back to Kelantan. Alhamdulillah. Niat asal nak menggembirakan my beloved mom and family, paid off..

So, yesterday... Even a bit tired me heading back to Kuala Lipis.. as for today, I'm working...Wish me all the best for my 2012 journey undertaking.. InsyaALLAH, me gonna update later.. So much story to write on..

-me Suya-

2011, 2012 and future undertaking

2011-12-31T13:11:00.001+08:00

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2011 dah nak habis kan.. Jom buat revision sikit. Apa yang berlaku 2011 ni.. Yang bagi kegembiraan berganda kat Suya dan orang lain.

1. Dengan jayanya mencapai target untuk bergraduasi on time
2. Berjaya dapatkan A untuk final year project

3. Izin ALLAH membuatkan saya bangkit mengejar pointer saya selaju mungkin untuk bergraduasi walaupun tidaklah hebat mana.. Tapi cukup untuk satisfied myself..

4. Saya berjaya drive all alone untuk jarak jauh. Independent

5. Saya mendapat peluang kerjaya pertama sebaik habis exam sebelum graduasi

6. Berjaya mengorak selangkah ke depan in term of relationship

7. dan paling best, saya mampu membuatkan kesayangan-kesayangan saya tersenyum bangga..
8. Support a simple family trip (done)

Alhamdulillah.. itu je la kot sekarang ni, mulanya nak buat revision tapi malas la.. Sebab malas nak godek diary untuk tahun ni.. Malas dan memang malas... :) and for 2012...

1. celebrated new year with my family (done)
2. ----------------- malas nak fikir, sebab baru 2hari.
3. ----------------- banyak lagi tak tercapai

Tapi ade jugak yang masih ketinggalan sikit.. Not a new year resolution, tapi more to a target to be achieved in life..

1. Be a good daughter to my great mommy and mom to be. InsyaALLAh
2. Further my study
3. Own my dream car

-me Suya-

Last Friday for 2011...

2011-12-30T10:40:00.001+08:00

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Salam Jumaat semua.. Penghulu segala hari. Hopefully semua berada dalam kenikmatan yang melimpah ruah daripada Allah SWT..

Me still working, but not too heavy.. Well, this weekend gonna be long just like last weekend.. New year public holiday on Sunday,of course foward to Monday.. So, 3 days in advance to create a beautiful moment together with lover-lover sekalian alam... Hoih, cuaca hari ni sangat best.. Bukan mendung tapi sangat sejuk... Best best best!

Me also waiting for my sis... My Angah will be coming all the way from KB to my place..Hopefully semuanya akan selamat.. We're going for a family trip.. Yess! Planning nya, we're going to pick up my mommy at Negeri Sembilan (My sis Nana's House), then we might going to KL having a great day together, having a movie together, enjoying Year End Sales, and not to forget.. Give a great laughing to the kids..

Planning lagi, we're going to bring them to the park on the next day .. But no sure yet.. Berjaya Times Square or Sunway Lagoons or Gold Coast or Straight to GEnting Highland.. We just not decide yet.. Just wait for the update later on.. Heeeeeee (we always like this, tapi always achieved what we planned)

So, me might not update my blog for a while.. Well, we must treat the days heavenly..Bukan selalu pun boleh joined for a family vacation.. nak pulak dah kerja sekarang.. Must respect the working scheduled and be responsible to my assigned career..

Finally, pray for us,hope everything on track and Allah ease our journey forever.. Me gonna back to work on Tuesday. Missed my mommy and my greatest present in life, Siblings, nieces and nephews..

Wish in advanced;

Happy Holiday

Happy New Dreams

Happy New Desires

Happy New Days

Happy New Weekends

Happy New Year 2012

and

Happy New YOU

-me Suya-

Boleh tahan

2011-12-29T22:50:00.001+08:00

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Boleh tahan la jugak sakit ibu jari kanan.. Tak pepasal.. Orang Kelatey kata "terbolah" or bahasa rasmi Bahasa Melayu, cuai..

Memang boleh tahan cuai la kan.. Xpepasal terkepit jari sendiri dekat dryer machine.. Apa nak tunjuk rajin pun dah sah-sah malas sebab guna dryer machine.. Nampak nau malasnya nak menjemur ie menyidai baju.. Last-last terkepit tangan masa nak tutup pintu dryer itu..

Sekali lagi, nampak nau keganasan nya.. Dek kerana gelojoh nak tutup pintu, tak ada sifat lemah gemalai.. Maka bila terkapit jari tu.. Terdiam seribu bahasa.. Mulut terkunci.. Sakit yang amat dowhh... Adoiii!

Ye la.. Dah nak cepat sambung layan ombak rindu kat youtube.. Maka saya dengan laju memasukkan baju-baju yang telah di spin oleh inche mesin basuh ke dalam dryer.. Bukan satu satu, tapi bergumpal-gumpal. *pemalas! Dasaran la kan. Dah tu.. Siap je masuk terus nak hempas pintu nak pulas ke 150minit timer.. Kasi kering.. Sekali.. Gelojoh itu bawa padah..

Dah la hempas.. Kuat pulak tu.. Kena pulak jari ibu belah kanan.. perghhhhh boleh tahan.. boleh tahan sakit nya aaaa... Berair mata.. nak main mesej pun tak dapat den nolong.. Sakit kot.. Seb baik taip kat laptop tak guna ibu jari.. Isk3...

p.s: Rasa nak lempang diri sendiri..gelojoh tak bertempat.. hah, Allah bayar cash gitu... Allah kan tak suka akan keganasan.. :)

-me Suya-

Aku dan Dhia..

2011-12-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

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Hoih, fennat dowhhh.. Hari ni punched card balik kerja tepat jam 6.30pm.. Sebabnya, my beloved boss minta tolong stayed sekejap helping him doing something.. Tak susah pun, but awal-awal dah sound boss.. Ok take note, me sounded my boss yooo... Camni la lebih kurang;

He: Suya, Balik lambat la awak hari ni..Saya nak mintak tolong ni... Tolong buat ni eyh.. *pass the papers

Me: Bulih-bulih, tapi kan Boss, saya nak balik before pukul 6.30pm deh.

He: Bakpo pulak?

Me: sebabnya pukul 7 nanti ado cerita Tentang Dhia episod last kot.. Xleh la tak tengok!

He: Hola.. Bulih eyhhh... Hehehehehe

Then, me pun tolong la boss yang baik hati itu dengan rasa tenang je.. Chilled je weyh.. Tapi tolong punya tolong, ada pulak 2-3 masalah yang mana membuatkan kerja tu semua makan masa pulak... Sambil buat sambil tengok jam.. Haisshhh cepat la weyh wahai komputer kesayangan.. Jangan Hang!!!

Hehehehe penangan Tentang Dhia.. Tak boleh nak tumpu perhatian kot... Pastu kan, Suya buatlah sebaik mungkin.. Then, done at 6.20pm... So me just wait kat office la.. Cemana nak turun kat guard house kalau dah lewat sangat kan. Orang yang drive us turun pun dah habis waktu kerja..So then, me pun cakap sekali lagi kat boss...

Me: Boss, cepat arr.. lewat dah ni..

He: Laa kan dah siap.. Pg la balik.. Tak ada apa dah..

Me: Lorh, boss ingat nape saya tak balik lagi.. Ni haaa, saya nak balik ngan sapa.. lambat dah ni.. Boss kena la bawa saya turun sekali.. Cepat la boss.. Tentang Dhia kul 7 ni.. Heeee

He: Ye la yela.. Tunggu jap!

Nasib sempat owhh.. Sempat balik umah.. Sempat setel apa yang patut dan paling penting.. Sempat tengok Tentang Dhia dengan tenang setenangnya.. Walaupun ending drama tu as expected.. Tapi pujian memang boleh diberi la.. Sebabnya, Ianya memang sebuah drama yang bestt.. Touching pun cukup, walaupun giler tak puas hati dengan mak mertua si Dhia tu.. tapi takpe la.. Kena belajar jadi positif macam Dhia.. miahahahahaha pengaruh giler... :P

Malam ni pulak layan ombak rindu lagi... Best ar ade internet ni.. Semua di hujung jari.. Hari ni macam officially pulak Ombak Rindu lepas ke laman sesawang.. So, layan je la... :)

-me Suya-

Jadikanlah Reality

2011-12-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

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I miss my darling-darling diva la... Mak aih, susah benar nak jumpa sekarang ni.. tu belum lagi jadi bini orang ke apa kan? Dah jadi kepunyaan orang nanti tak tahu la cemana.. Makin susah ke bertambah senang nak jumpa.. Walaweyh verangan ++ Gedik giloss..

Tapi kan, rancangan untuk having trip to somewhere dengan beloved friends tu memang menarik ah.. tak yah nak pergi jauh-jauh ke Indon bagai.. Susah kot.. Banyak karenah dan banyak hal kena setel... Pergi je dekat-dekat, janji semua boleh join.. memang bakal membuahkan hasil yang lumayan lah kan.. I wish, 2012 bakal mencorakkan keindahan untuk saya dan rakan-rakan.. Seronok sampai takleh nak bayang..

Bukan apa, takut dah bayang macam-macam sekali tak jadi.. tertonggeng lah makcik frust nakkk~ Hoih, rasa gembira untuk bermacam-macam reason.. For him, for her and for them.. Nak kenang yang happy-happy je la as the ending of this year..

p.s: Lagi 2 hari untuk menamatkan tahun 2011..macam-macam memori........

-me Suya-

Doa Saya...

2011-12-29T07:48:00.000+08:00

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Saya berharap agar saya ditetapkan jodoh yang baik.. Dan saya selalu berdoa agar Allah peliharakan pilihan hati saya sekarang dan dipanjangkan jodoh kami berdua.. Dengan restu ayahanda dan bonda serta kaum keluarga.. Saya hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk kita semua..

Saya juga berdoa agar sentiasa diingatkan kepada hati saya agar tidak lupa untuk mendoakan gadis-gadis kesayangan saya agar mereka ditemukan dengan jodoh yang baik dan beriman. Saya mahu kawan-kawan terbaik saya menemui sinar hidup yang indah..Harap mereka mendoakan yang sama kepada saya.InsyaALLAH..

-me Suya-

Precious life

2011-12-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

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Kalau nak dititipkan kesalahan.. Menimbun, berlambak dan tak terkira.. Yang terlepas pandang ke, yang memang kita nampak ke.. Memang banyak, kalau dikumpul dah boleh jadi gunung gamaknya..

Tapi, sedari kecil kita belajar. Mencari kebaikan dan belajar memperbaiki dari apa jua kesalahan.. Emosi, fizikal dan juga mental.. Kekuatan yang kita sendiri tak pernah nampak berasal dari mana.. Tiada hala tuju suatu ketika dulu, tapi tak salah kalau dalam perjalanan kita itu, kita nampak hentian.. Dan berlabuh di situ..

Dunia ALLAH ni bermacam keajaiban.. Antara kita nak terima atau tidak sahaja.. MAna tahu, perlabuhan yang kita pilih tu sebenarnya punyai tanah yang subur, penghuni yang beriman dan beradab... Boleh kita tumpang sekaki, untuk latih diri kita seperti mana mereka.. Menumpang nikmat yang sama. Hidup ni terlalu singkat untuk dipersiakan.... :)

-me Suya-

Sore Throat

2011-12-28T08:35:00.000+08:00

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Sore throat la pulak hari ni.. tapi tak ada effect dekat suara yang lunak ini.. Macam bengkak dalam throat tu kot..Sebab setiap kali nak telan apa-apa even liur sekali pun.. Sakit... Rasa pedih-pedih gitu..

Kalau ulser boleh la jugak letak Bonjela..Ini dalam tekak sana, nak sapu apa erk? makan lozenge dah berpeket dah strepsil tu ku telan. Rasanya nak try makan diquadin lah hari ni... Macam luka je ni... Nak g klinik plak macam haissshhh leceh.. Nak kena isi borang bagai.. Tunggu weekend ni lah.. Itu pun kalau masih tak OK.. :)

So penyedap tekak sekarang ni adalah minum air teh O panas-panas.. nyaman seyhhh..

p.s: Mr Lullabby on leave today sebab boss baik hati bagi dia cuti sebab 3 malam berturut dia kerja malam ganti supervisor..Bagus kan? Supervisor g bercuti, assistant supervisor MC patah kaki.. So last option, engineer lah ganti :) Tapi takpe, hands-on training to him

-me Suya-

Stay Health

2011-12-27T23:13:00.001+08:00

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Semoga ALLAH melindungi dan kita akan dilindungi.. Payungan nikmat ALLAH yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihi.. Dan dihidupkan kita dengan limpahan kasih dan sayang, rindu dan cinta kaum keluarga dan semoga sentiasa dalam redha ayahanda dan bonda...

P.s: My faris, get well soon.. Chilled and mohon doa rakan-rakan agar my beloved Faris akan kembali sihat serta ceria macam biasa..

-me Suya-

Hukum Jual Pakaian Mendedahkan Aurat

2011-12-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

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Hari tu ade terbaca dekat blog kak D, greenApple pasal hukum jahit baju seksi kot.. lebih kurang la kot.. So today, me nak share pendapat Datuk Dr Mashitah Ibrahim dalam majalah Wanita Inspirasi Wanita Moden berkaitan dengan isu ni.. Lebih kurang la kan.. Suya pun hanyalah seorang pembaca yang tertarik dengan hal yang dipersoaljawabkan ni.. Kalau mahu tahu lagi korang pergi lah beli majalah tu dekat mana-mana.. Cari sendiri la apa yang patut.. Me just sharing it.. Totally kopipes from that magazine isu December..

Soalan: Apakah hukum pendapatan perniagaan butik atau upah menjahit pakaian perempuan yang adakalanya mendedahkan aurat?

Jawapan: Perniagaan menjual baju walau apa pun fesyennya adalah sah. Kita tidak tahu samaada si pemakai mungkin memakai di dalam rumah untuk suaminya atau pun sebaliknya. Yang berdosa adalah orang yang mendedakan auratnya sendiri..

Ada sikit lagi persoalan berkaitan bagaimana nak membersihkan pendapatan yang tidak berkat..So kalau nak tahu, nanti la Suya kongsikan lain kali.. Sekaran ni rasanya cukup itu je lah dulu kot.. Malas pun cukup ni.. Biasalah,hari yang sejuk berlangitkan awan yang mendung.. tidur adalah pilihan yang best walaupun sekarang ni Suya kerja.. Aduyaiii..

-me Suya-

Daily Music

2011-12-27T10:25:00.000+08:00

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Bunyi mesin-mesin dan jentera ni ibarat muzik harian pada diri sendiri.. Agaknya kalau seminggu tak dengar bunyi mesin ni semua, boleh demam gamak nyer..Entah la..Just falling to it.. Noisy sound but ease me to work calmly.. Weird aite...

p.s: Construction, hands-on and machinery,action and effect directly referred to an engineer. *padahal orang lain pun sama...

-me Suya-

Saya rasa Macam dah Dewasa...

2011-12-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

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Rasa macam dah meningkat dewasa bila

dapat jemputan untuk hadiri majlis perkahwinan

atas nama sendiri, bukan lagi ikut my mommy

Pastu, yakin dah dewasa bila

pergi kenduri tu sorang-sorang

then tak kenal sape kecuali pengantin

tapi berani bertanya mana satu tuan rumah

sebab nak berjabat salam, yang mana lebih kepada

"salam kaut".. Dewasa kan saya?

Bila balik, telefon my mom

ceritakan kepada beliau dan sembang-sembang

berlarutan ke topic lain... Pastu nangis sedu-sedan

huru hara my mom sebentar

terus rasa masih kanak-kanak riang lagi

heeeeeeeeeee

p.s:

sekarang ni selalu attend kenduri kahwin di sini, and mostly perkahwinan rakan sekerja.. Kat sini walimahnya masih mengamalkan 'salam kaut' yang mana kita bersalam sambil hulurkan sedikit sumbangan ikhlas kepada keluarga pengantin.. Kat Kelantan, 'salam kaut' ni dah jarang jumpa kot.. Selalunya dapat dibezakan majlis kenduri tu samada perlukan salam berisi ataupun makan saja. Nanti lah cerita in the next entry, itu pun kalau masih rajin :)

-me Suya-

Vocab

2011-12-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

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my new passion or new aim

I need to read at least one or two

articles in English per Day

for vocabulary enrichment

Please Istiqomah.

p.s:

Never hunt for long article nor a lovey dovey story.. A better searching for a real bombastic quotes and dramatic sophisticated writing.

-me Suya-

Craving

2011-12-26T07:50:00.001+08:00

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Me: Crave for sushi
He: eyh? How come?
Me: Reading a blog. Then me craving.. Susahnya, no Jusco here :(
He: A ah..Next week, we're heading to KL.. We find it, ok?
Me: OK.. *yeay!
He: Me craving for pizza ultimate chezzy
Me: No pizza next week.. Next time,maybe!
He: Owh okay.. Next time is OK since already have pizza last night..Kevin treat us pizza, turkey and Kfc .
Me: LoL..* are u telling me??

p.s: Goshhhh. U already got what U're craving for.. It wasn't fair.. and it was a betrayal though, coz U're not telling me.. *jelousy is just cling to love.. hahahaha.. So tonight, me gonna dream of sushi... Haunted one

-me Suya-

Goals

2011-12-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

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Every year, I read on new year resolution made by various people, families and friend.. And maybe, me also used to do it.. It was good actually.. because from the resolution, we actually setting for a target.

As for today, it is already 25 Dec 2011, less than a week for getting in new year..2012. So, day by day the feed coming on fb, blog and twitter, might be all about new years, future undertaking and not to forget, new resolution.. I do have resolutions, but basically never called as a new year resolution since it is completely compete worth for whole life taking.. Ah haaa..

To be exact, my resolutions always worth forever..So once achieved, gimme a big satisfaction. The resolutions might be added or lessen.. depend on me, prediction whether I can do it or it just an imaginary which I couldn't achieved it ever..

I won't update on the waiting wishlist but incase I might forget, I would like to share some of the resolutions that have been accomplished this year..Which make me stood as myself today.. I should proud of being me, and not to forget I always thankful to Allah for ease my life and my journey.

1. ~~Having my own car (not a dream car yet)~~

2. ~~Having my own table which setting me up for a good career~~

3. ~~Start giving Monthly allowance for my great mommy~~

4. ~~Develop our relationship for the next step (has another step to carry on~~)

5. ~~Meet mr Lullabby family officially~~

6. ~~Told my big family about us~~

7. ~~Financially independent~~

8. ~~Involve in a real charity project~~

9. ~~Hold my own degree~~

10. ~~Held a feast (tahlil) for arwah Ayah using my own money~~

11. ~~Cooked a good meal for him~~

12. ~~Admit that I do L*** him, so we need a progress! Upgrading relationship *blushed~~

13. ~~Prepared duet Raya for my beloved nieces and nephew using my own money~~

14. ~~A family Vacation~~

Ouch, headache..Focusing to remember what is done and isn't yet... anyhow, will add later on incase I remember more.. Haishhh...

So, asking me for my new year coming resolution, my answer is... I have no resolution, I only have GOALs and setting up some reverie so that I need to work very hard to complete all of them as I am alive. There is no remedy to success but to work more and make your life completely immersed in love because love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, only with what you are expecting to give which is everything. Finally, do listing your wishlist in your pocket and start deleting it one by one as U accomplished it. It worth to do and a small celebration by heart worth spending.. InsyaALLAH.

-me Suya-

Good luck Mister

2011-12-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

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"Cried in crowd

Chilled all out"

p.s:

To the one who know who is he... Take care and please working hard. Take it is one of Ibadah to HIM. Gracias, My Mercy

-me Suya-

Lagu Krismas

2011-12-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

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Hebat pulak google malam ni

One of my friends shout dekat fb suruh klik

one by one the squares under written google tu

then, ade lagu Xmas kua

waa canggih ko google!

Anyway, Merry Xmas to all who celebrate it

especially my family, cousins and all

Best layan home Alone kalau Xmas

search movie jap

daaa

-Me Suya-

Story of me #2

2011-12-24T08:27:00.000+08:00

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Story of me #2 pulak.. Bukan apa, tak ade idea lagi nak buh tajuk apa.. Dah memang sedang meceritakan perihal diri sendiri..So, here we go.. Another story about me for the second part.

Alhamdulillah, a few days back terbaca in one of the blog about 'hijrah' and at the same time, I wished.. Hope she gonna be istiqomah.. Hidayah milik Allah, I am happy for her.. For those who know me very well, I admit I am not a perfect either as a muslimah or person. But at least, I know that I're surrounded by a lot of nice people who dedicated conveying me a 'dakwah', 'nasihat' and 'peringatan' directly and indirectly. Syukran to ya ALLAh.

Leave that topic, next to discuss is about my new career..I write this not because I need or I want to show off.. Correction should be done for those who typically think crap about me in this matter.. Dah tiga minggu, Suya berjaya mengadakan kelas 'tuisyen' untuk anak-anak kampung tempat Suya kerja ni..

Rasa 'paid off' sangat bila kita bangun seawal-awalnya pagi hari di hari OFF, tekan pedal minyak rentasi kesejukan pagi... Sampai-sampai je balairaya, few kids were waiting for me.. turun je kereta dengar pulak mereka cakap;

Boy: Kaka Suya lambat 5minit hari ni..

ME: Eyh..sorry kids.. Dah cuba untuk awal dah.

Girl: Takpe-takpe.. jom la kaka Suya.. kita belajar

ME: Jom.. Isyy lain kali kaka Suya cuba awal ok..

Boys and girls: Tak Kisah pun tunggu kaka Suya..... Janji Kaka Suya nak ajar kitaorang..

My oh My... Secara jujur, kerjaya sebagai guru adalah pilihan Suya yg terakhir kot masa study dulu. tapi kali ni, Suya seronok menjadikan teaching as my part time.. Seronok sebab dapat ajar kanak-kanak ribena ni.. Seronok bila mereka faham apa yg mereka tak faham masa cikgu diorang ajar.. Rasa puas sangat. Nak dibandingkan dengan apalah sangat spending about 4hours teaching ni, balik tengahari tu pun boleh berehat. Bukan lama pun. Seminggu sekali je.. tu pun depend on me.. if I have any urge to do, I can cancel the class immediately. Sebabnya kelas ni adalah kelas sukarela je.. Satu lagi, dengan berkomunikasi with these kids, rasa released je semua tension kerja..Seronok..

InsyaALLAH, kalau diberikan kelapangan..The class will be carry on sampai suatu masa yang SUya tak tahu bila..I just love to see the spirit of those kids who 're love to learn.. apalah sangat kan.. kita ajar pun just primary kids and few lower form students.. Kelas ni is more likely to help them in their study.. bukan totally ajar a new chapter or what. I just do some back up, study on their ability and try to heal their problem.. So in my class, there are 10++ kids who are generally develops at certain and different level to each one of them.. Ada yg pandai sangat sampai baru darjah 4 tapi eager to learn further on darjah 5 punya lesson.. Then ade yang darjah 3 tapi still not knowing how to read..So, I just help them through their problems. InsyaALLAH... I hope I will Istiqomah in doing this..

-me Suya-

1Malaysia Family

2011-12-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

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One of my Chinese's cousin gonna get married next week

really wanna attend the ceremony

but I dun think I can make it

since i have something else to do with

in coming week

Btw, no matter what

I wish U would have a happy marriage forever Kok Fong

I hope I will 'ciloks' some of your wedding photos later

and keep it as my treasure

p.s:

I just and always feel great being me, who are granted with colorful families from mommy side, mixing all over the world and closely 1Malaysia since I have Siamese aunty who married with Chinese uncle, so that I've chinese cousins.. Then fortunately I have Siamese uncle married siamese lady, produced me siamese cousins. Later followed by my siamese cousin married with indian guy, so we have chindian little girls and boys.. Happening 1malaysia when combined with my family, siamese mom married with my Malay dad.. So had us, my siblings and I.

-me Suya-

Dear myself....

2011-12-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

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Kadang-kadang, membaca pengalaman dan memori orang lain boleh menyebabkan saya takut dengan my own present days and future undertaking.

Sangat takut andai saya lupa daratan sampai hilang kawalan menilai siapa Ibu siapa Ayah, siapa Abang dan siapa Kakak.. Mana keluarga, sahabat dan taulan..Nauzubillah

Harap sangat saya akan terus berubah ke arah yang lebih baik.. Menjalani fasa kehidupan dengan lebih bermoral, mendekatkan diri dengan Allah dan yang paling penting menikmati iman dan islam bukan seadanya tapi sentiasa berusaha!

Selalu terfikir, yang pada suatu hari nanti..Mampukah saya bergelar seorang isteri yang solehah.. yang mana mampu menjaga keperluan si suami tanpa meninggalkan keselesaan saya bersama keluarga sendiri dan menerima serta menjaga keluarga suami sesempurna yang diidamkan.. Dan soalan sama yang akan turut serta adalah, bersediakah saya untuk menjadi isteri pilihan si suami yang taat kepada beliau hingga hujung nyawa. Takut!

Berterusan lagi angan-angan, andai dikurniakan zuriat; mujahid dan mujahiddah daripada Maha Pencipta suatu hari kelak.. Mampukah saya mendidik mereka agar mereka menjadi lebih baik daripada saya.. Bersediakah saya untuk meneraju sebuah ikatan yang dipanggil keluarga dan memelihara fahaman dan aqidah mereka semua agar berlandaskan jalan yang dituntut..

Banyak lagi persoalan lain dan lazimnya tak terjawab pun.. Setiapkali pun tergantung dan saya nekad untuk belajar menjadi lebih baik. Pada saya, berusaha ke arah kesempurnaan itu adalah kecantikan dan nikmat hidup seorang manusia. Risau, takut digelapkan hati tanpa suluhan untuk kembali mencari sinar yang terang. Risau...

Kalau mahu ditulis, mahu berkajang berkisarkan persoalan untuk diri sendiri yang tidak berjawapan. Entahlah, bukan selalu..Cuma ada ketikanya, persoalan-persoalan itu singgah bagai menagih jawapan.. Yang pasti, satu pintaku agar diri ni akan menjadi seorang insan yang lebih baik setiap hari. Tak kira dari segi ibadatnya, personalitinya mahupun ketrampilannya sebagai seorang anak, adik, kakak, saudara, kawan atau apa saja.. Doa-doakan bersama.

p.s: Ini bebelan or more to 'luahan hati' kepada diri sendiri.. kalau boleh nak tulis as "DEar Myself!"

-me Suya-

Doaku

2011-12-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

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Ya ALLAH, aku mohon untuk dikekalkan keimananku

ditetapkan kiblatku, dan diislamkan aku selamanya

Aku bersyukur dengan segala pemberianmu

Nafas yang berterusan sejak 23 tahun lalu

serta nikmat-nikmat lain yang Kau berikan kepadaKu

P.s: Mood membaca malam ni, so few things tangled up and make me freezing in deep feeling and various thought.. A right path is always there for One who really care.

-me Suya-

Menghargai Buah-Buahan Tempatan

2011-12-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

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I did promised to share about "Hari Buah Tempatan" at my company

So, me as one of the committee for that event which has take placed on

Last Tuesday, 20 December 2011.. Here we go, exploring some random pics

for that day.. ** Mode: Muak!

Abaikan Suya yg agak **** di situ.. Focus on Durianssss

Menghargai Buah Tempatan tapi terselit juga buah Oren

Pesta Raja Buah! Makanlah angpa sampai muntah

Self services from 12pm -3.30pm.. Rally, free flow

Rest perut before sambung lagi dan lagi *haishhhh

Semua senyum.. Makan free, tak kua duet poket punnn

Finally, thanx to my Bosses, staffs SGMM, Contracts workers,

Minetech, Seong Heng and LS Chung for ur support toward our event

Thank you very-very much

p.s:

Muak sangat dengan buah tempatan, so me decided a war for myself with all kinds of fruits for two weeks.. Hehehehe wait and see je laaaa

-me Suya-

Colorful Money

2011-12-22T07:56:00.000+08:00

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I don't know whether this is true or not

but if it true, my purse gonna be colorful

Tapi kannnnn, macam wang monopoly and saidina je kan?

setuju tak?

p.s: Got this picture from Fb.. Click here for info.. TQ

-me Suya-

Not to love till I've been Loved

2011-12-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

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Do I need a reader?

To read my blog, review my writing

Leave a comment, share a point of view on certain topic

Yes I do, but not desperately need it.. I love one, when she/he love me..

A simple rule in my life and frequently applied to my relationship is

"Not to love till I've been Loved"

Either in simple lovey dovey story,

friendship and the closest one, my Family

I do love them, because I trust that they loved me too

simple, aite?

Once loved is broken, then it might take forever to glue all again

A head, to make it absolute and everlasting

we have to rule it as we want it

make a prime point walking tru the right path

closely to Him, the Creature and Almighty

Soon, it may shine just like we want and imagined.

~insyaALLAH~

P.s:

Just discussed this matter with my beloved Pai and Leli.. To both of u, incase u read this entry... This is what i mean.. and hope u're agreed with me.. Got my point of view?heeeeee

-me Suya-

Update tru my beloved Lappy

2011-12-21T13:12:00.001+08:00

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Hello hai, Hoihhh.. Rindu nak update blog tru my laptop... 2-3 hari ni duk update blog tru PC office je.. Sebabnya my house ade internet problem. Few days jugak la berkampung dalam bilik marathon movie dalam hard disk..Ouchhh, rindu seyhhh nak update..

Satunya nak update about my beloved boss. Mr Charlie oredy back to his home... Maybe hometown kot...England sana nu kot.. So me wish u Merry Chrismast boss! Have fun and enjoy your holiday..Stop thinking about the job u left here.. We will take care of it. Hehehehe

Secondly, semalam we were having fun here at our Company.. Buat hari menghargai buah-buahan tempatan.. Mak aihhh memang best giler ah..Sampai dah nekad, stop thinking about those fruits such as Durian, Rambutan, Manggis and so on for 2 weeks.. Muakkk... me will update later about that event in the next entry..siap dengan gambarnya nanti.. So that u all boleh tumpang muntah tengok durian yang super banyak, rambutan yang berbakul-bakul.. Banyak lagi la buah-buah tempatan yang lain termasuk strawberry dari Cameron. well, kami kan 45minutes je nak naik Cameron.. Weirkkk nak cakap jugak!

Ouchh, masa makin mencemburui Suya ni... Dah nak kena stop updating.. Baru nak lempias rindu.. me better stop now sebelum meraban lagi jauh.. nak solat zohor then zass zass naik ke office balik.. Sambung kerja.. Bubye.. Love yaaa :)

-me Suya-

Ini isu Toilet a.k.a Tandas

2011-12-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

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a.k.a Jamb**.. Actually, try to not being sarcastic to men but spasmodically.... I need to be! I just tired being sanguine in this matter..Headache afterall, and tantalize me all out..

Ingatkan semua ni hanya berlaku zaman kanak-kanak riang dulu.. masa sekolah rendah dan sekolah menengah.. Tapi sampai ke sudah la, benda yang sama je berlaku... Asal lalu je dekat area tandas lelaki, nak nak kegunaan ramai.. Walaweyh.. Rugi je pakai perfume mahal-mahal.. Ko punya toilet, memang tak pernah berubah bau nyer dari aku kecik-kecik dulu.. Benci taw!

Contohla kan, masa sekolah dulu boleh consider la.. Makhluk yang guna toilet tu ramai.. Daripada si kecik baru pandai nak basuh tangan sampai la si tua bangka yang tahu camana nak jaga kebersihan tapi tak pernah tahu nak apply.. Yang korang tahu hanya nak buang, pan*** korangnyer kumbahan.. Settle! Lega lah korang.. tapi ni semua pasal attitude je kot..

Takkanlah yang bau tu hidung Suya je kan.. of courselah semua orang lalu lalng bau benda sama kan.. haishhh sebagai salah sorang pengguna that toilet tak ke ko rasa segan sikit.. Aishhh nama je Melayu.. Itu pun tak leh nak fikir ke? Typical ke skeptical?

Yang sekarang ni pun sama je situasi dia.. Toilet semuanya ade cleaner yang cuci dan clearkan everything yang ko sumbat dalam toilet tu pagi-pagi.. So tahap ke'fresh'an dia sama je ngan toilet dalam Ofis Suya ni.. Dua-dua tempat pun guna ajax rose tu jugak..

Situasi di sini.. Toilet office ni ade dua.. Satu dekat luar office dan satu kat dalam.. Usually yang kat dalam ni orang yang guna adalah client,supplier, visitors,me and office-mates.. And yang kat luar tu, biasanya yang guna adalah mereka yang bernama lelaki and mostly mereka yang bekerja luar dari my office.. Simply said, operator and so on la kan..

Dalam kawasan yang kecil ni, ade la 3-4 toilet lain lagi.. tapi taknak kisah pun hal toilet lain tu.. ini haa Toilet yang diluar my office tu ha.. Ianya attached to my office, sebelah dengan pintu belakang office me.. So nak tak nak, sesekali memang perlu lalu that path untuk ke Laboratory or Check tolok hujan. Tapi baru buka pintu je, bau dah semerbak.. Geram weyh... Korang ni takde civic ke cemana?

Tahu la toilet tu ade orang clearkan everyday.. tapi ini baru 2jam lepas cuci bau hancing semacam.. Korang ni tak reti guna air ke apa? tak basuh ke ce mana? Tension la cam ni... Yang guna ni bukan budak-budak sekolah.. Mostly bapak-bapak orang.. Dah dewasa la weyh. Cam ni ke ko nak ajarkan anak-anak korang? Ke nak jadi cam pepatah, "Bapak kencing berdiri, Anak kencing berlari".. Weyh, buruk perangai la korang ni..

Cuba la fikir sama.. Buat la cam toiley rumah korang.. Tak boleh ke? Apesal dalam office ni ok je.. Kalau kira terletak dalam kawasan yang closed.. Tapi takde pun masalah itu, ini yang terletak godang di luar sana... Still bau macam @#$%&*(...Xsuka!.. Tolonglah weyh wahai lelaki.. Ubah persepsi gua terhadap kaum adam pasal toilet awam ni... Tensi taw takkk!

-me Suya-

Story of me #1

2011-12-18T08:56:00.002+08:00

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Last night was a long night to me.. Tiredness, coughing and dizzy all the night. I thought that fever come closer to meet me, but luckily 'cetrizine' and 'paracetamol' did help me.

So, hari ni boleh bangun dengan riang kembali ke office. Hari ni my turn working.. Boss pun nampak gaya macam happy... Dah la datang kerja ber T-shirt bagai..Tak pernah nampak dia macam ni..So, me tegurlah...

Me: Mr Charlie, u look different today

He: Why? *senyum-senyum

Me: Yaa with the stripe red Tshirt, very casual.

He: *gelak-gelak.. well, it is Sunday after all.. should be a restday..

Me: *just smile..

Then my heart clapping happily..He just being so nice and modest today..So don't spoil his mood.. My boss is a 'well-communicate' boss.. Sometimes, he could be bossy and I am right man! And always, he is smart and clean person..never worn non-iron shirt, working hard all the day.. So, being different for a day.. just make the surrounding weird and fluffy.. After all. my heart always true to me.. He is a great boss.. Either in conveying his order or doing his job.

Contoh he used to give me a task...

He: Suria, are you busy? *straight eyes but smiling

Me: Erm, I'm doin *just begin to answer,

He: Could you please do this flowsheet.

Me: *he saw I have some works to do.. Just nodding and smile

He: You can take your time.. *smile*

Me: Ok mr Charlie.Will try my best

He: Yep, Should do.. It is better if all is done by the day.. but take your time..No pressure.. *smile with a weird face.

Ouch..Always like that.. told us that we can take our time, no pressure..But at the same time saying that he need it.. So, me always choose to work under pressure..So I can performed well and attained the task completely before he ask me again.. Even he always said that NO Pressure..So nice of my boss.. Sometimes could be candy, but most of the time always being a Dark Chocolate.. Bitter sweet.. So-so je with all the staffs.. In a minute he could be very nice and after a second, he might be a very serious man.. He just a pro-guys.. :)

Done *mengumpat my boss.. I just felt that, it is a great chance for me to meet him and working with this kind of environment.. Sometimes so relaxing and the other times it could be very stressing. After all,as long as I can cope with this situation.. Then it's nice.. Alhamdulillah ya ALLAH.."Bukalah pintu rezeki untukku ya ALLAH"

-me SUya-

Just an update

2011-12-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

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2hari jugak tak menjengah ke sini..Rasanya hal ini akan berterusan 2-3 hari lagi.. Sakit perut masih ade, mood tak ada pun ye juga.. Pastu pulak, internet laju sangat kalah siput sedut berenang dalam lumpur.. Macam-macam hal lah.. Maka, rasanya Suya pendingkan dulu entry-entry untuk blog ni.. Bukan apa, biar lambat..Asalkan langsai kan??

Esok pagi sampai tengahari Suya ade kelas kat balai raya.. kelas untuk budak-budak cuti sekolah.. Esok jugak Suya nak pegi wedding my classmate masa Unibersiti baru-baru ni..Kahwin dengan orang sini, dekat tempat kerja Suya..Seronok jerr rasanya..BTW, kalau kalian singgah lagi ke sini..Terima kasih taw...

-me Suya-

Pending

2011-12-15T11:50:00.001+08:00

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Sakit perut yang berlarutan.. ouch, biasalah... Tak leh nak elak.. Sakit ni boleh menggugurkan dosa-dosa kecil kan? Btw, ari ni masih lagi kerja.. Macam biasa.. busy yang busy.. So-so je.. Apa-apa pun will update later.. Tata

P.s: Will update later sokmo, tapi tak jugak kan. Entry pending dah setimbun

-me SUya-

Saya Sakit Perut laaa

2011-12-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

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Adoi eyh... Sakit perut la pulak.. Adeyh, nak kata salah makan, macam xmungkin sebab hari ni makan tengahari je tadi..Itu pun ikan goreng je.. Daging kicap tak amik pun sebab memang tak suka sangat nak makan daging.. Iya lah, gigi Suya ni berjarak-jarak la jugak.. Jadinya, kalau makan daging memang sah lah, akan lekat kat gigi.. tak suka., tak suka!

Satu lagi, orang kantin masak daging selalunya keras.. Eyh, bukan tak bersyukur.. Alhamdulillah, rezeki itu masih lagi ada kan.. Tapinya, diorang ni mungkin nak siap masak cepat.. So cara potong daging tu selalu salah.. selalu kita potong daging lintang susunan dia kan.. Kasi daging tu lembut.. Ni selalunya keras.. Itu lah kalau lauk daging, Suya selalu la ambil lauk lain.. Pilih antara dua..

Biasanya kat kantin, lauk akan disediakan dua.. Eh, tiga sebenarnya.. Satu lagi sayur.. Contohnya hari ni, satu ikan goreng, daging kicap dengan sup sayur.. So, pilihannya Suya akan ambil ikan aje lah...

Adoiya, nak bebel pasal sakit perut.. Melaluk la pulak.. Eyh, stop here.. nak cerita pasal anak Kak Umi pun tak sempat.. sakit la weyh... Nanti lah Suya ceritakan.. gambar pun tak transfer lagi.. Tunggu je laaa.

-me Suya-

Visit the Pretty Baby and Mommy

2011-12-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

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Ting Tong... 5 o'clock already.. Setting and arranged my desk.. Completely clean, open this tab... Typing tup tap tup tap.. Ready to back. I've promised with our metallurgical clerk to visit one of our staff, Kumi-kumi at her home.. She's on the maternity leave for 2 month... So, now Kak Zila do replace her place helping us in this Plant Office.. nice, aite..

Actually, there such a long story of Kumi-kumi and her baby, putri isya... Regardless, I still don't have enough time to tell it here. Next time maybe.. After so many challenges and problems... They're coming home finally.

So, I am super excited to meet both of them... The nice Kumi-kumi, and the cutest baby Putri Isya.. So, better make my move now..Tata...Will Update later....

p.s: Kumi-kumi is Kak Umi.. In SmS always used shortform such k.umi..

-me Suya-

Fever, me not :p

2011-12-13T08:00:00.000+08:00

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Selamat pagi... How do u do, today? Hope everyone is doing nice and good.. Morning fever today.. Dizzy and sok sek.. Already take some medicines,so hope the fever gone....InsyaALLAh

Fever, Fever come near

Suya Tuya never fear

Medicines make me better

-Me Suya-

Meraban jer

2011-12-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

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Setiap hari, pasti ada pengalaman baru yang dipelajari.. Yang baik akan dijadikan taudalan dan yang tak baik itu, insyaALLAh dijadikan sempadan.

Kenangan demi kenangan dan perlbagai memori dikutip.. Entahlah sampai bila akan bertahan. Pohonkan di panjangka usia dengan ALLAh SWT.. Rasa masih jauh untuk meniti sinar mendatang..

Masih awal untuk membereskan semua impian yang direncanakan.. Sebagai manusia biasa, pasti ada salah dan silap yang sering dilakukan dalam situasi harian.. Moga dipermudahkan segalanya dengan iman..

Entahlah, 2-3 hari ni..idea bagaikan kontang.. Tak mahu dicoretkan, barangkali.. Terus merapatkan doa untuk dikurniakan keindahan idea dan titipan inspirasi.

-me Suya-

Envy

2011-12-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers

How I missed my study time

Congratulation my beloved friends

who are currently fighting for your Master Degree

How I envy with U, guys?

-me Suya-

Nur Amira Mohd Nasir, I apologized

2011-12-11T19:44:00.004+08:00

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Dear my Amira..

I know it's too late to wish or great

I admit that it just goofy me to forget

and I don't have any excuse to create

By the way my lady,

I am really sorry

For this messy

screw up already

Here my wish

say to please

heart to heart breeze

"Happy Belated ~~(too late)~~ Birthday my lovely lady

Agashi, U're always included in my Dua"

"sobbing"

insyaALLAh

p.s:

Alasan, ada.. tapi biarlah.. Emangnya Suya lupa.. Rasa bersalah teramat.. Yaaa, sorry! Promised, I will treat u later my sweetheart. BTW, padah baru buka twitter hari ni :p

-me suya-

At the age of 23 :)

2011-12-11T17:17:00.001+08:00

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Im just 23 years old.. People said that age doesn't matter at all.. but at least it could be a point for one who desperately need shut me down, age is a matter.. Kui kui kui..

I am a girl not yet a woman.. Britney did popular through this similar 'cliche' song.. Those who gang up to step me down.. You don't have a point, since I'm already graduated my degree which entitled me as one of the lady 'ingineur'. Sound arrogant.. let it be..Sometimes, we should be.. At least, I have too!

U might forgot,Its oK! I can remind u all over again.. One of the rule to live in this 'Bumi Allah' is RESPECT... Learn how to respect and be respected without carry along the age, gender, status, Taiko-tai, abang long and etc issues.

p.s: me, just not being me lately.. Well, can I just reach my besties... Could u please lend me ur ears, guys??

-me Suya-

Class

2011-12-11T12:35:00.000+08:00

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Today is my off day.I woke up as usual, just like Im going to punch card.. Different here was only, Im Going out to Kuala Medang.. Today, Officially I started my class.. Alhamdulillah, enough to make my class upside down when someone was cracking a joke. Im doing this, not for money.. Its more likely a social work from me to villagers. 2 lesson, 8-10am and 10-12pm.. InsyaALLAh, I can do it.

-me SUya-

Slipshod

2011-12-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

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Satisfaction isn't feed to myself lately.. What are the problems, ain't to be answered. Being in this pain, its just like me in my class... Learning some lesson which I couldn't find the objective, what is it?

I can't get rid all of these.. I'm not a coward.. I must face all this challenges and proved to them.. but why I need to proved to them? Who they are? Lately, to focus is something but to be calm is everything..Oh my heart, Stop singing those crowd crap.. Not worth it..Haisssshhhh... I just can't stop thinking about what is happening all around me.. Am I a selfish crap? I don't have the answer yet.. Ya ALLAH.. Show me the way... Please... please and please.. I need to get rid all those craps, so that I can get my focus back..

p.s: Don't ask what happened cause I, myself don't have the answer what is happening around me.. I just can said that... it was a slipshod that happened around me..

-me SUya-

We can't satisfied others.

2011-12-10T12:09:00.001+08:00

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6 months working give me so many experience.. Happy, fun and not to forget, also give me some pain. Working, initially give me such a feeling that, alhamdulillah.. I can gain my own money, so i can have my own saving, can planning my own budget and one thing. can give my mom some money..Even not much, but still.. the feeling is great.. Paid off..

Somehow, experience always the best teacher in our life. I do agree with it. When we feel lonely, we tend to think about our life pioneer.. So do I, the one and only.. My great mother..

To my heart and myself,

Please be harden and tough... U're around thickened and sludge people.. And to be right, surrounded all around with ur opposite gender.. Thinking of that... I just can't being myself.. I can't be true all even people. Allah give me a wonderful life, kind family and understanding friend.. But still, I always forgot to be thankful.. Shame on me..

Always complain about everything. Always admit I am positive but truly.. Sometimes, a negative thinking also take part.. Walaweyh.. Tears, please do'nt falling down.. Harden myself.. Harden my heart... Here we are, my destiny.. I can't complaint much.. Just what i think is... i need to private mylife.. my blog and my thinking.. people just couldn't agree with me.. and as always, I can't persuaded them.. Their life, their choice.. I just a bug in this crowd.. I'm in pain.. somehow, I couldn't explain..

-me suya-

Sema a.k.a "say ma"

2011-12-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

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korang pernah makan benda ni tak?

Tak elok pun makan benda ni selalu.. Lama dah tak makan

last makan amik seketul masa masih belajar di USM dulu

itu pun Cha yang beli.. Perghh, how i missed that moment..

Ini pulak, Suya beli last week kat pasar siti khadijah

itu pun dah siap bagi kat member-member sini

benda alah ni manis.. nama die 'sema'

cara sebut dia " Say Ma"

kalau makan benda ni, tak leh bercakap

nanti 'tersembur' tepung dia tuuu

tapi layan sesekali tu sedap jugak laaaa

p.s:

masih lagi ade dalam stok.

-me Suya-

U moved my heart..

2011-12-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

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U moved my heart, and of course u can't moved me.. I gained so much Kg compared to u.. even pushed harder, didn't worked.. so, it is good since u already moved my heart.. Flutter and bounce rapidly..

Finally has something to update.. About my beloved π (pai)... Thanks for calling me,nice number we got on phone dear.. 36:36.. thirty six minutes and thirty six seconds. Walaweyh...

Totally moved since she called me... Talked with me, discussed about our past, present and future life. How I wish I was there, next door to her and others hotspring team.. Then we could stay up all the night, framing the past moment and complete the imaginary puzzles about our future undertaking.

Somehow, I believed in fated.. This is the best way ALLAH leads to me, we did planned but as said ALLAH always decided the best for each of us. And be thankful to what we fated for is the great return to us. Being located far from those I love isn't ease for me, ain't a hard task either.. It just likely a good time taken and hibernate myself to learn and adapt with a beautiful feeling such hugging in dream, laughing in mind and smell the long lasting ukhuwah from far away.. "not avon".

Thank miss Pai for calling-calling.. Nice to hear U dear.. and tonight, I can sleep with a big smile, ear to ear on my face.. I just love it dear.. Send my regards to Laili, Suna, MissNanaboo and not to forget Miss Ety and her fiance.. Happy Engagement, ety.. Happy for u, a step closer entering the "wedding ring".. Wish u all the best forever and ever.. Wassalam

-me Suya-

Separated for 2 pieces

2011-12-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

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Oh goshhh, I felt like my body was separated for two pieces. One side said that I need to keep writing in this blog, and the other side said that, just stop it since no topic to discuss off.. This tab for new post has been opened for 20minutes but till now I don't know the topic to write on.. Haisshhh, let see for the next 2-3 hours, if I have an idea come in.. So will note it here, but if not.. This might be my last update from me for today.. Think hard generating an idea to crap on here.. Miahahaha

-me Suya-

My Career, My Destiny

2011-12-07T07:53:00.003+08:00

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Gud morning peep... Live through office's Pc, bet U guys.. I'm the first one entering this office today.. Hwaiiting.. Since it is just 7.25am, so no harm for me to blogging.. I guess so.. Working time on 8am.. Yeay!

I just randomly read a few updates from my favorite blogs, just recap for a fresh entry..Well, reading always give me a good mood.. Either novel, blog or proverb.. As i said before, now I am working on something which is not been practiced in Malaysia and rarely operated in the world.. Rarely here means the 'thing' I studied, had been practiced not more than 15 times in the world, I guessed tru my reading. And the number might be less than that.

It is a matter to me, really stressed me up and at the same time, cheer me up too.. Positive thinking always give something to me, like "yaaa, its a new knowledge and super good for U, even now and better for your bright future." Same goes to bad thinking, " Hey, super tiring dowh.. It is better if i just quit and give up upon this reading.. Try something and make it to a thing. Like study for my next scroll maybe".

Those thought always appeared in my mind.. Alhamdulillah, now I trust myself better and sure I don't have any psycho illness since I can tolerate with all the arguments inside me by myself. I choose to take the pain for now on and start the reading overall about that 'thing'. One thing inspired me, " I want to be an expert for this matter, and this is a good trial for my next scroll in future." So guys, your prayer is most welcomed.

Ouchh, time running so fast.. Make up a full stop for this little 'voice from heart'. 7.48am now, back to my hectic lifestyle and insyaALLAH, i will read about that 'thing' as much as I could, digest it to my body strain and apply it seriously one day! A good companion for my career, I believed to this "Challenge".. Bubye all.. Wassalam

-me Suya-

Berkhatan

2011-12-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

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Cuti sekolah sinonim dengan kenduri kahwin kan... Tahniah to both of my classmates masa sekolah menengah.. Semoga bahagia dengan pasangan masing-masing.. Husna Izzah dan pasangan serta Saifullah dan pasangan.. Agak kecewa dan ralat sikit kerana tidak dapat memenuhi undangan kalian.. Bukan tak sudi, cumanya kurang kelapangan.. Lewat ini, banyak benda yang dirancang tapi tak dapat dipenuhi.. Kelemahan Suya, mungkin!

Lagi satu, school break juga sinonim untuk majlis berkhatan bagi kanak-kanak lelaki yang masih lagi di alam persekolahan.. Same goes to my beloved Aqim and Daniel.. My sweet boys.. Alhamdulillah, berjaya juga mereka berdua ni dikhatankan oleh Dr Izani.. So much 'drama' and 'script' tak dirancang.. Ye la, dua-dua pun manja sangat.. Nanti bila dah besar nanti, itu adalah moment kelakar dan lucu untuk dikenangkan bersama.. Apa-apa pun, selamat berpantang to both of you... Macam Daniel kata, "orang laki ni ada dua kali waktu paling berdebar..Satunya masa nak bersunat dan satu lagi masa nak akad nikah". Ewah-ewah, pandai je kamu Daniel.. Ntah sapa la bagitahu..

Usai satu bab, mensucikan kalian berdua sebelum akil baligh.. InsyaALLAh, doa yang terbaik akan mengiringi perjalanan kalian. Semoga bakal menjadi mujahid yang soleh..

It is good to learn about circumcision ni, boleh dijadikan panduan untuk Suya di masa hadapan.. Ye la, perancangan di masa hadapan.. Mana tahu ada anak sendiri pula kan.. So better learn from now.. Takda la by that time, seriau la... gerun la.. Ngeri laa...For now, its ok since my mummy is around.. We can't predict future, right? Cuma doakan yang terbaik... :)

p.s: Daniel dan Aqim dah boleh pakai seluar eyh sekarang??

-me Suya-

Simply Busy

2011-12-06T00:12:00.001+08:00

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Mana janji manis mu sayang.. kata nak update blog tapi satu hape pun tak tertulis.. Busy sangatkah diriku ini? OMG... Malas nak menulis tentang itu.. Yang pasti cerita berkhatan, jahit langsir, melawat baby baru dan jalan-jalan menjenguk anak-anak buah terchinta di tempat pengajian pondok untuk halaqah ilmu bakal tertunda lagi.

Entah apa yang disibukkan, yang pasti ada sahaja benda baru nak dipelajari. Ada saja journal nak ditelaah.. Sekali imbas, persis seorang pelajar lagi.. Tapi, 2 kali imbas, ilmu tak pernah habis kan? Nak pula sekarang ni, im doing something new. No one used to it, doakan kejayaan Suya mendalami benda ni semua. InsyaALLAh, kalau kita usaha, adalah hasilnya nanti. Cumanya, sedikit risau di hati, sebab otak ni macam lambat sangat menerima input untuk diproses.. Banyak makan semut barangkali. Haissshh..

By the way, to one that I concerned.. Tahniah for getting that job. Proud of u dear, and again welcome to 'dunia kerjaya'... There would be up and down in your career, so please prepared and don't simply give up cause I know who you are and important one "I KNOW U CAN HANDLE AND DO IT".. InsyaALLAh, just trust yourself and no matter what, be sense...

p.s: I know,u gonna read this.. So, u know.. Who are u, aite??

-me Suya-

Greatest Feeling

2011-12-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

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Missing me? or miss me not? Hehehe Whatever... Melaluk di malam hari.. Koya ber'speaking' sikit. Me just arrived from KB.. safe journey, alhamdulillah.. Syukran ya ALLAH..

Banyak benda berlaku even balik 3 hari je pun.. Tapi masih kepenatan, so I don't think I've extra energy to keep writing it tonight. Save for tomorrow, maybe.. or just keep it invisible forever.. Depend on mood actually. Being with family is the best one, greatest feeling.. Fullest. And not to forget, Alhamdulillah..

Sekarang ni musim sekolah panjang.. Sinonim dengan cuti sekolah adalah kenduri kahwin, musim berkhatan, day out,Halaqah ilmu, musim tengkujuh and musim tidur sepenuh hati.. heeeeee, kan kan? Nak nak anak-anak meningkat remaja.. Tidur tu best bangat kan..

Me pun dah ngantuk, otak tepu dah ni.. tapi ngada-ngada jugak nak buka blog.. rindu gitu.. kat rumah malas nak berebut pc dengan anak saudara.. So, malam ni lepas gian jap.. By the way, thank yaaa sesapa yang rajin singgah sini.. InsyaALLAH, esok Suya marathon singgah sama.. Gud nite buddies.. Love yaaa...

me SUya

Going home

2011-12-01T06:52:00.000+08:00

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Thanks for those yang sangat concern. Anyway, Im Okay.. Hari ni rasa happy je, nak pulak hari ni, Im going home. InsyaALLAH semuanya selamat. Doakan sama-sama yaa..

Pagi ni, macam biasa Suya akan masuk kerja dulu.. Dah pukul 12 nanti baru nak balik Kelantan.. Kena hand over dulu apa yang patut kat office tu.. So that, tak de lah kita blahh cam tu je.. Professional aite?

Owh ya, semalam Mr Lullabby and his family pun dah selamat sampai KL. ALhamdulillah... Kalau ikutkan mesti dia sangat penat.Tapi demi bonda tersayang.. Pasti boleh.. Ye la.. Bayangkan, malam kelmarin... Dia kena masuk kerja shift satu malam..Sebabnya Supervisor and assistant supervisor ada hal.. Seorang cuti sorang lagi pergi training.. Dan, dalam ramai-ramai engineer team, Mr Lullabby je single mingle..So, boss proposed mintak tolong ganti.. Ok.. Done!

Pastunya, malam tu dia kerja macam-macam problem datang..Hoist problem, leaking, mill grind out and so on..Pastinya tak sempat nak selit-selit tidur... Pastu pagi semalam dia balik kerja pukul 8, then mandi-mandi terus drive balik Terengganu.. *haisssshhhhhh... Tu pun dia singgah tidur kat Petronas.. Then sampai ke Terengganu around 2pm gitu sambung rehat jap sampai ke pukul 5..Then gerak ke KL.. Arrived to KL around 11.30pm..

Membayangkan pun Suya tahu mesti dia sangat penat.So, hari ni tanak kacau dia apa-apa lah.. InsyaALLAH, doakan perjalanan Suya hari ni pulak selamat yaa.. Boss kata jalan nak balik ke Kota bharu dari merapoh ke gua musang ke kuala krai adalah sangat teruk.. Lubang-lubang saja.. So me kena extra careful. bye peeps..

-me Suya-