Me Suya

Assalamualaikum all.
I think currently i have zero readers since  i have inconsistent patern to write up my journal on this page. I don't know what is the main reason,  but literally it seems like the soul is gone. The passion also whack off from my life.

I live normal life like others. Woke up early in the morning. Prepare baby's stuff, baby's food, get myself done and off to work. As evening slit in, i came back to home, cook baby meals, play with him,  simple talk to husband and then sleep.  The cycles kind of repeating everyday. So i think that is the reason i lost my passion in jotting down the journal. It seems not right somehow as i sometimes feel incomplete. I can be terrible person when i cannot speak out my mind. So since i stop writing, i guessed i hold many things inside me. Thus sometimes i turn to be different person even to my own self.

Channelling the right path again, i hope i found my virtue to continue what i used to do. I simply love to talk and share my opinion. Maybe i personally take everything for granted, like now i have a kid to play with, no more boring me time. But then i forgot, those memory  be faded if am not recording it. Or maybe i take those bad comments to far until i don't feel like writing again?  Or maybe i just being lazy?  I seriously have no answer. What I know is I shall get back to my track on keeping all good memories in one place so that as I grow older, I might read all my nagging back while sitting on the coach sipping a cup of coffee,  reminiscing the good old day. I think i should do this.

Till then, may I find my good key again to write. I just need to be myself and ignore what others say about me. Whack the grammar teams whomsoever, so that i can have courage again to write.  InshaAllah