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Thursday, December 8, 2016

Assalamualaikum all.
I think currently i have zero readers since  i have inconsistent patern to write up my journal on this page. I don't know what is the main reason,  but literally it seems like the soul is gone. The passion also whack off from my life.

I live normal life like others. Woke up early in the morning. Prepare baby's stuff, baby's food, get myself done and off to work. As evening slit in, i came back to home, cook baby meals, play with him,  simple talk to husband and then sleep.  The cycles kind of repeating everyday. So i think that is the reason i lost my passion in jotting down the journal. It seems not right somehow as i sometimes feel incomplete. I can be terrible person when i cannot speak out my mind. So since i stop writing, i guessed i hold many things inside me. Thus sometimes i turn to be different person even to my own self.

Channelling the right path again, i hope i found my virtue to continue what i used to do. I simply love to talk and share my opinion. Maybe i personally take everything for granted, like now i have a kid to play with, no more boring me time. But then i forgot, those memory  be faded if am not recording it. Or maybe i take those bad comments to far until i don't feel like writing again?  Or maybe i just being lazy?  I seriously have no answer. What I know is I shall get back to my track on keeping all good memories in one place so that as I grow older, I might read all my nagging back while sitting on the coach sipping a cup of coffee,  reminiscing the good old day. I think i should do this.

Till then, may I find my good key again to write. I just need to be myself and ignore what others say about me. Whack the grammar teams whomsoever, so that i can have courage again to write.  InshaAllah

Wednesday, August 10, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers

Lama giler tak update blog, fuhhhh...
Nasib baik ingat lagi password.
Kali ni pun just nak update Uqail's milestone.
Kira rekod la untuk masa depan.
Bosan-bosan boleh trace back all the records.
5months old 
very friendly.
Can flip his body without help since 3months ++
Respon well whenever we talked to him.
Love to smile and by this time, our family was re-unite already.
No more PJJ life between Ummi, Abi and Uqail.
Ummi got new job offer in Terengganu, reported on 2nd May
Thus to Abi we go. Alhamdulillah.
6months old.
Very active and maneuver around on his tummy.
Can move on his own but not fast
Maybe moving with stomach attach to floor make him hurt.
So he rather stay around than moving,
Prefer to flip and flip rather than mengengsot.
Good boy Uqail.
He had his first long journey to Ummi's gathering at Penang.
First meeting with Mipai and Mi ety. Also paid first visit to Tok's place.
Uqail first meeting with his Great-granny, Abi's grandmother.
6months+++
Very checky and really love to play with Abi.
Smiling all day and laughing too.
Already lift his butt in the crawling position.
Love camera and selfie.
Start his solid food journey with Ummi's homemade recepi.
Aidilfitri 2016.
Entering his 7months old.
Thanks to Allah for this precious gift ever.
His first raya and our first raya with baby after 3rd year of marriage,
Uqail collected quite a sum of raya packet. Alhamdulillah.
Wore his baju melayu. Ummi bought when he was 2months old.
Thought it big enough for him but turn out 'fit'.
Only can put on for first day raya and now been kept for future.
Entering his 8months phase.
Alhamdulillah. Uqail grow very well.
Last week admitted to KTS due to high fever.
But everything turned out okay and well.
Little test for new parents like Ummi and Abi.
By the time admitted, Uqail was 7months and half.
His best achievement was able to crawl properly and very fast.
Nowadays cannot let him be alone. 
Currently transition mood from puree mix together with porridge in his diet.
Up and down experimenting on his stool and constipation.
Motherhood journey is awesome and a lifetime lesson to both of us.

8months,
Able to crawl
Can sit properly
know how to climb and stand up with help.
Cannot be alone, super clingy.
Can play alone but need somebody to wait.
Screaming very loud 
Playful and very active
Friendly and not fear to anyone 
Literally understand the emotion.

Till then, assalamualaikum.
Sunday, April 17, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
Alhamdulillah.. Dah 4 bulan anak Ummi.
Belum sempat nak shoot ke 4bulan pun lagi.
Ummi tersangatlah busy sebab kita semua nak pindah rumah.
Rumah sedikit banyak sebenarnya kelam kabut
Tapi Alhamdulillah, Uqail sangat behave dan membantu.
Cranky jugak kadang-kadang, tapi most of times behave sgt.

Perkembangan 4 bulan Uqail Mohd Azri.
Anak Ummi Abi yang bijak dan pintar, InshaAllah.
Berat 6.6kg, panjang 64cm
Sangat sukakan bath time, mungkin sebab sekarang panas
Behave bila travel, janji kereta gerak.
Suka duduk dalam car seat, stroller dan ssc instead of dukung.
Suka hisap jari, kadang-kadang masuk semua tangan pun.
Giggles so hard bila berbual dengan Ummi, Abi dan Madik.
Dah pandai kenal orang dan memilih.
Masih menyusu badan sepenuhnya.
Ikut sleep patern yang Ummi ajarkan ie tidur pukul 9pm.
Masih pakai pamper size M.
Masih memerlukan pacifier bila nak tidur.
Having first haircut sebab dah cucuk telingat, stylist was Abi.
Bawah ni gambar masa shoot untuk 3bulan.
Ummi harap later kalau Ummi ada anak lain pun
Ummi akan rajin shoot baby milestone macam ni jugak.
Tak banyak pun, just few shoots untuk buat photobook.
Kira macam baby diary jugak la. InshaAllah.
Ummi Abi doakan yang terbaik untuk anak Ummi.
Membesar dengan sihat sayang.
I love you so much...
Alhamdulillah, pinjaman Allah SWT.
Friday, April 15, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
We shall get ready and should always expect to move on
As you are living.. U should be moved by many things and in many ways.

My 5 years servicing at  my current company will soon come to the end.
It is a lifetime chance and seriously, it is not easy.
Not easy but a must done 'process'.
I not really documenting my life in this blog lately.
The feeling just missing. Most of the time, feel like shouldnt be shared.
Well, who bother right?

Things really change..
Actually husband had move on first.
He got the job offer at his hometown and we both think
That's a great chance for him to going back
At least he can take care of his mom. Period!
We will bear the cost and consequences. We're learning.
Then we're learning the hardship of Long Distance Relationship, LDR .
Maybe because we're never used to it.
We're been there for each other since cintan-cintun time.
We're from same university, we worked at same place and there you go.
After more than 7years being there for each other. We finally bid a farewell.
And to make it worse, I was heavily pregnant with Uqail that time.
I was carrying him in my tummy and entering my 8months pregnancy.
Husband was having a bad feeling and reluctant that time.
But I always said, 'this is a must do process. Now or never.'

We both know, our decisions is 75% positive to have this LDR
because we both are worrying about my MIL who are living alone there.
Not really alone but no further explanation needed.
I keep telling myself, I am strong and I can do this. I can handle this.
Basically yes, I can. But I can't hide the true feeling lingering around.
Hubby for sure was so worried to death as well
I was entering my third trimester already that time.
But to Allah we shall return and keeping our faith.
Everything went well with some ups and down, shedding some tears. Dramatic kan...

Basically, it's happening for 5 months already.
adding to notch, we are soon will wind-up our LDR.
I am returning to my husband for good.
Thanks to Allah SWT, to HIM we shall be thankful.
HE is the one that open the Rezki for both of us.
2015 was really a good year for both of us with some rough scars.
But overall, it was great. And to that, as for now 2016 seems like
offering fortune to us as well. We had some bumpy journey, of course!
But after all, everything still good and bearable. Alhamdulillah.

And return to the title, soon enough.
I will leaving this place, this company that I've worked with for 5years.
I am officially leaving my first job for a better future.
Better future with my own family.
There is 'unknown' feeling inside me.
But I know.. Everything has the end and yet this is the end of my story here.
I'll soon leaving my post, my rent house and many friends here.
But I am glad that I have this chance to return to my love and family.
Our new story will evolve and InshaAllah.. Return with good heart
For a good beginning and good story ahead.

Dear friends and companion
Thank you for the great years we had together.
To plant office team mates,
Thanks for the surprise farewell party
and to all my subordinate, thanks for all of your great services.
You guys are very helpful and ease many of my works.

5 years servicing at current place,
from a junior to a current post
from the plant to the current R&D laboratory
I know I am expanding myself value here.
Thanks to everyone who is direct and indirectly teaching me.
Thank you very much.

13.06.2011-24.04.2016






Thursday, March 17, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
Yesterday was March 16, Alhamdulillah.
Happy Belated Birthday, Love.
May Allah SWT shower His blessing to our life.
Granting good health and long life.
May both of us grow older together.
May our loyalty remain to each other forever.
I love you and always do.

We may have up and down in our life
but you're always a good companion to me.
I shall praise you more but it won't do.
I think you know better how I feel about you.

I thankful to Allah swt
for letting me to have you in my life.
Alhamdulillah.

Dear husband,
Take a good care on yourself.
As we grow older, watch-out your diet
Be healthy and pay attention to your body.
ILUSM.

Another good day to remember,
yet we both too busy with our life.
It doesn't mean we didn't appreciate.
Sorry since we had to celebrate ur birthday earlier
than it supposed to be.
Just like you said, it is enough if we both remember
and we know what we want.
It will just be another day, but still
it is your birthday, I shall write it on my blog.
I appreciate you very much love.
Daaaa...



Friday, March 11, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
Saja nak berkongsi..
Mana tahu somebody baca then ada manfaat.
Sampai juga pahala free kat kita kan.

Alhamdulillah.
Rezeki Uqail ada dan cukup untuk dia.
Ye lah, baru menyusukan tak sampai 3bulan pun lagi.
Mungkin belum sampai fasa 'drop'
Tapi tetaplah nak tulis.
Simpan kenangan dan pengalaman pun yer jugak.

Tips memeriahkan susu badan;
1) Faham dan ambil tahu konsep supply-demand
2) Kena rajin
3) Jangan give up walau sekali
4) Rajinkan urut dr ketiak ke 'factory' time mandi
5) Follow jadual mengepam
6) Jangan ikutkan jadual menyusu baby semata
7) Kosongkan 'factory' sekurang-kurang 5kali sehari
8) Minum banyak air kosong
9) Makan makanan berkhasiat
10) Ikhlaskan hati nak penuhi hak anak
11) Bincang dengan husband, support system

Mengepam;
-paling tidak lakukan 15-20min satu sesi
-kalau guna single pump, lakukan mimik power pumping
-double pump, aware dengan suction level

Baby menyusu direct
-lepas baby minum, rehat 10minit
-Then cuba pam untuk 10minit
-Biasakan baby minum sebelah, then sebelah lagi pump.

Masalah;
-Waktu paling sukar adalah sesi tengah malam
-Set alarm atau gunakan baby as alarm
-In between feeding time, lepas menyusu.. Pam lah!
-Mengepam masa kerja terkejar-kejar. Takpe, lakukan je. Avoid stress

Penting;
-Invest sikit untuk beli pam ikut kemampuan dan keselesaan
-Jangan beli peti beku dulu, try buat stock dan nilai kemudian perlu atau tak
-Jangan lupakan niat, inshaALLah akan sentiasa istiqomah.
-Suami tolong apa yang patut ie basuh botol, teman mengepam, praise her!
-Berdoalah dengan Allah agar diberikan rezeki susu yang cukup utk anak kita.

Myself;
-Selalu bercakap sendiri ie monolog tentang hak Uqail
-Cuba nak penuhi hak dia selama yang mampu
-jadual pam yg agak konsisten setiap hari
     2 atau 3am
     9 atau 10am
     1 atau 2pm
     6 atau 7pm
     10 atau 11pm
Tengok Stock susu yg ada juga merupakan pemangkin
Awal-awal bila berjaya buat stock sampai tak muat peti sejuk
Berazam beli peti beku. Seronok packing susu masuk dalam tu.
Bila dah ada peti beku, tengok stock yang ada.
Berazam nak fully utilize freezer tu, so kena keep adding stock.
Tu lah sikit sebanyak, ada yang berguna. Amalkanlah.
Paling best bila hari-hari anak pun menyusu dengan jayanya.
Suami pun membantu, bila stress pam susu kat office slalu call him.
I just need somebody to talk and share this journey
And yes, you are the right person to talk to.

Rezeki Uqail so far,
Siang hari 4 atau 5 kali feeding
Malam 2kali feeding
Sekali feeding, consume 3oz.
Ummi pun tiap kali pam, paling sikit dapat 6oz
paling banyak boleh dapat 12oz
Alhamdulillah. Masih cukup untuk menampung keperluan Uqail.
Btw, nak pam susu ni betul perlukan keazaman.
2bulan setengah kelahiran Uqail, memang guna pam manual saja
dan juga buat marmet sampai nak melecet.
Baru je lagi beli double pam elektrik
Tu pun untuk kegunaan malam sebab mata mengantuk
Siang kat tempat kerja, tetap prefer pam manual atau marmet.
Entah kenapa, rasanya lebih selesa dan cepat
Dan pengalaman sendiri, ianya produce lebih banyak.
Jadi pokok pangkal di sini, buatlah ikut keselesaan sendiri.
You can do it, for sure. Because you are a mother now.
Every mother want to give the best to each of her child.
InshaAllah




Wednesday, March 9, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers

Setiap ibu pasti nak berikan yang terbaik untuk anak kan.
Bila dah jadi mak-mak ni, automatik start gali ilmu ke arah tu.
Masa tengah pregnant pun dah study pasal menyusu ni.
Nak pulak dapat officemate yang gigih mengepam susu time kerja.
Kagum, dan masa tu dah start pasang niat.
"ada anak nanti ak nak cuba fully bf smpai 2tahun."

Alhamdulillah.
Allah kurniakan nikmat mengandung
Sekarang dah ada baby sendiri.
Berpegangkan pada niat dulu, tekad diusahakan.
Fully BF baby.  Masa awal-awal bersalinkan Uqail,
Idea menyusukan ni zero. Dah la tak dapat menyusukan Uqail terus
Sebab lepas je Uqail selamat keluar dari perut Ummi,
Diorang bersihkan Uqail dan hantar ke NiCU.
Ummi dihantar ke ward. Tapi berbekalkan semangat.
Ummi start picit (marmet) untuk dapatkan susu pertama.
Tak banyak, less than 2oz pun susu pekat kuning tu.
Umi suruh abi bawa hantar ke NiCU dan since then
Umi semangat, umi keep perah susu.
Masa ni tak guna breastpump pun lagi.
Tapi 3hari kat hospital tanpa a proper support
Tak banyak susu umi.. Dah la baru lagi, ilmu pun zero.
So masa ni Ummi redha je la nurse feedingkan Uqail dgn FM
Sebab Uqail tak stay dengan Ummi, macamana nak direct latch kan?

Tapi Ummi berusaha, perah dan perah.
Pam guna pam Maklong pinjamkan.
Masa tu banyak pam angin pun. Tak de apa keluar.
Frust tapi masa yang sama anggap sebagai simulation.
Sebab UQail dekat NiCU. Ummi kena simulate sendiri,
Day 4, Ummi dah balik Umah Tokma Terengganu..
Masa ni Tokma Kelantan dah urut Ummi
Alhamdulillah, hari tu juga Ummi nak kena bengkak susu.
Almost bengkak dah kot, cuma belum tahap nak demam.
Masa tu memang rasa nak menangis sebab rasa berat sangat,
sakit sampai ke ketiak. Tokma suruh tuam dengan botol isi air panas.
Then keep marmet and perah guna pam manual.
Ummi tak suka suction pam Autumz yang Maklong bagi pinjam.
Start hari tu, susu makin bertambah.
Uqail dah balik duk dengan Ummi..
Susu sangat laju sampai Uqail taknak direct feeding.
Uqail prefer bottle dan hanya akan
take direct feeding kalau ummi dah siap pam.
Tapi ummi bersyukur sebab masa tu,
Umi dah boleh perah susu sendiri dan up stock utk Uqail.

Sampai sekarang, dah almost 90hari umur Uqail.
Ummi ingin teruskan. Alhamdulillah rezeki Uqail banyak.
Allah berikan. Ummi selalu motivate diri sendiri
Supaya cekal dan bersemangat.
Ummi cuba follow sebaiknya jadual mengepam.
Ummi dah buat stock dan rasanya stock tu bertahan
sampai 6bulan. Ummi akan teruskan buat stock.
Uqail masih prefer bottle tapi tak refuse direct.
Malam-malam ummi cuba bagi direct selepas pump session.

Menyusu sepenuhnya ni boleh dikatakan sebagai investment
Invest untuk dapatkan bonding dengan anak.
Invest untuk dapatkan pahala menyusukan anak.
Invest untuk berikan yang terbaik untuk anak.
Thanks sangat pada Abi, Cikya, Ibu Alya dan friends.
Sebab Cikya dah investkan breastpump yang selesa utk Ummi.
Abi pun dah invest $$$ untuk beli peti sejuk beku stock up ebm.
Ibu Alya plak such a great supporter dan exclusively pump for her doter.
Ummi kagum dan Ummi pun nak jadi macam mereka.
Moga Allah kurniakan sifat istiqomah untuk perjuangan ini.
Semoga anak Ummi kenyang dan sihat membesar.
Serius, menyusu ni bukan hanya sekadar ibu dan anak.
Perjuangan menyusu ni perlu ambil kira surrounding dan moral.
Self esteem dan support.

One thing, harap-harap Ummi mampu encourage orang lain juga
Untuk turut serta dalam perjuangan ni. Tak perlu makanan tambahan.
Cukup rehat, makan makanan berkhasiat, minum banyak air putih.
Paling utama niat dan usahakan. InshaAllah berhasil.
Penting juga, elakkan stress dan ingatlah apa yang kita usahakan
Adalah untuk anak-anak kita juga. Moga-moga rezeki kita makin banyak.
Setidak-tidaknya cukuplah untuk keperluan anakanda di rumah.
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
Alhamdulillah..
Dah 76 hari anak Ummi lahir melihat dunia.
Semoga Allah SWT merahmati kelahiran dan kehidupanmu.

Penantian yang menguji kesabaran
Penantian yang memberikan kekuatan
Alhamdulillah, Subhanallah, Allahuakbar
Rezeki itu milik Allah SWT

Wahai teman-teman TTC
Jangan pernah putus asa
Telanlah segala apa yang orang kata
Aku pun pernah merasa
Walau tak lama mana [read 3years]
Ianya tetap panjang dan pernah mengguriskan jiwa.

Hati kecil menangis sendiri
Bertemankan suami yang setia
Thanks love for your support and kind words
Sungguh, kemampuan menahan diri ini adalah hasil
dorongan Love and cinta Ilahi.
Allah maha kaya dan maha mendengar.

Uqail;- Bijak, Pandai , Cerdik
Membesarlahmu anak, sebaik maksud namamu.
Membesarlah anak, jadi anak soleh.
Jadi Khalifah di muka bumi milik Allah.
Semoga anak Ummi akan jadi pendorong Ummi
Macam Abi.. Untuk lebih dekat dengan Dia.
Doa Ummi, biar Ummi mampu mendidik Uqail
untuk berdepan dengan duniawi ini,
biar ada bekalan untuk kiamat nanti.
Biar kita sama-sama mencari
Untuk kelangsungan hidup hari ini, esok dan nanti.

Ummi masih mengumpul kekuatan dan masa juga
Untuk menulis tentang detik kehamilan dan kelahiran Uqail
Moga Ummi diberi ruang untuk menulis dan berkongsi.
Sayang Ummi untuk Uqail dan Abi
InshaAllah... Demi Redha Ilahi.. Sayang Both!

Meet our son, #Uqail Mohd Azri
Lahirnya 14 December 2015
Bertempat di Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah, Terengganu.
Berat lahir: 3.5kg
Berat Sebulan: 4.5kg
Berat 2 bulan: 5.5kg
Berat 3 bulan: 6.2kg
Berat 4 bulan: 6.6kg
2 Days
12 Days
30 Days
55 Days




Sunday, February 21, 2016
Assalamualaikum readers
Alhamdulillah.. Lama sangat aih blog ni membisu.
Menghilangkan diri di penghujung tahun 2015
Menjelma kembali di bulan February 2016.

Syukur sebab 2015 penuh dengan kenangan manis.
Pahit payau masin tu tolak tepi.
Kenang yang manis-manis saja.
Ke mana menghilang?

Tak kemana pun sebenarnya.
Bulan December 2015, selamat melahirkan putera pertama.
InshaAllah dengan IzinNya blog ni akan kembali bernyawa.
Terima kasih kepada semua yang mendoakan Suya.
I'll be back to blog about Uqail bin Mohd Azri.
Untuk dikenang di kemudian hari.

2015 penuh dengan kelahiran anak-anak sahabat kesayangan.
2015 yang penuh dengan cinta halal bagi mereka yg Suya hargai.
InshaAllah, diizinkan nanti kita tulis sebagai kenangan.
Untuk hari esok, lusa dan masa depan.

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January
Aniq Anaqi 0901
Along 1401
February
Atikah 0202
Abg Long 0502
Faqira Dahiya 0802
Alang 1302
March
Rayyan Rizqi 1103
Husband 1603
Nasrul 2003
Suriana 2103
Fendy 2703
Babygone 2703
Chick 3103
April
Imtiaz 0404
Didi 1404
Left SGMM 240415
May
Fakhrihadi 0105
Joined TSC 020516
Faris 0305
Irsalina 0505
Sofea Azzahra 0505
Fasihah Husna 0605
June
Ngah 0406
Abg Ngah 0906
Mustaqim 2106
Joined SGMM 13062011
July
MIL 0207
Azim 1407
Me 1707
Faqhihah Dafinah 2107
Rubee Asyrani 3007
August
Rubee Nhana 0608
K.Naim 1808
Kassim 2308
Ayien Diey 2608
Hanun 3008
September
Mommy 0609
Fakhrul 1109
Amirah Asri 1709
Daniel 2709
October
wedding day 2710
He left SGMM 30102015
November
He join TSC 02112015
December
Amira Nasir 0312
Uqail 141215
MiraKassim 121215






Reminiscence

  • Tok Aman Bali Beach Resort
  • Century Pine Cameron Highland
  • Gold Coast Morib
  • Hotel Asia
  • Hydro Hotel Penang
  • I-City Boutique Hotel
  • Impiana Resort Cherating
  • Ipoh Boutique Hotel
  • Ipoh Tower Regency Hotel
  • Ixora Hotel, Butterworth
  • M Suite Hotel JB
  • Rainbow Paradise Tanjung Bungah
  • Redgalodge Ipoh
  • Silka Maytower, KL
  • Silka cheras, KL
  • Sunway Hotel, Seberang Jaya
  • Tanjong Demong Beach Resort