Me Suya

Nowadays, it seems I have nothing to write on. Most of the time, I am occupied with my daily task and life. Pretty simple and straightforward. I should be thankful to everything that Allah gave to me so far, the nikmat and hikmah is beyond my words. 

I've lost 3 siblings so far. At age of 32 years old, I learnt to grief in silent. I learnt that my heart is very fragile yet flexible. It can be adjusted according to my need. I am still in love with my other half, my kids and foremost my life. I love the way Allah guide and shower the blessing to me so far. 

Living in this world, I learnt to stop comparing my life with anyone else. I am pacing at my own speed and setting my own goals. Agama and iman is something u need to instill into any soul, so that one day she/he know what is the true meaning of living within this earth. 

I have my dearly family, nice husband and cute kids. I am imaging way forward to live with them, but at same time I am being rational too. Leaving this beautiful world is beyond our control, all is fate. So I always telling myself to keep my rational and live to fullest. Give endless love and try my best to limit hatred or just being mad. I want to be remembered as someone that always there for my mind, presence and support.

I am writing a random post again. Just because I want to spill out what has been flowed in my mind.